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So my dad's in the hospital...he's never been to a doctor and the first time he does go they admit him...diabetes has his leg screwed up. I feel obliged to visit him but I don't want to. Maybe this will be the thing to change him into a sober, sane man. If it was my mom or brother I would have been there in an instant. He made my life miserable, wasn't there for me when I needed him...so i guess its his turn to feel the same. I don't know what's wrong with my mom...she takes care of his leg and does everything for him...watch when he gets better, he'll probably kick her with the same leg. It makes me so mad!! See, if she was sick, he probably wouldn't even care. I never thought I would be so numb to him. I don't care.