i feel like its hopeless... i'll nvr get better
So i feel horrible..
i thought i was feeling better. but i havent taken my meds in two days... and now im Moody and in a pissy mood. My family doesnt help. God i wish they could see what that girl is doing to me... She gets pissy... kicks me.... i get in trouble. and im grounded for the day tomarrow now, the only place i can go.. is to go drop off the bitch at basketball practice. i hate her.
then i got in a fight with my best friend. the first one since 8th grade. and its all my fault. but Cass, you gotta see where im coming from. honestly. but whatever. im sick of being sad.
Seriously.. maybe school should start. i wont be home at all.. school, work, then im off to bed. i wont be here. i told my parents during our little "feasco" that when i move out im not coming back. and i mean it. i dunno... i wish i had the money to move out. but im still working on paying off my car. DAMN IT.
i thought i was feeling better. but i havent taken my meds in two days... and now im Moody and in a pissy mood. My family doesnt help. God i wish they could see what that girl is doing to me... She gets pissy... kicks me.... i get in trouble. and im grounded for the day tomarrow now, the only place i can go.. is to go drop off the bitch at basketball practice. i hate her.
then i got in a fight with my best friend. the first one since 8th grade. and its all my fault. but Cass, you gotta see where im coming from. honestly. but whatever. im sick of being sad.
Seriously.. maybe school should start. i wont be home at all.. school, work, then im off to bed. i wont be here. i told my parents during our little "feasco" that when i move out im not coming back. and i mean it. i dunno... i wish i had the money to move out. but im still working on paying off my car. DAMN IT.