First entry in a year!!
Hello livejournal!
Ih ad a bit of nostalgia about writing on here.. so im here again..
Today i am angry. Today i want to leave Bedford and never come back.
Today i want to rewind my life to about 5 years ago and start again.
Today i realised that i hate my life.
Today i realised that if i ever have to go back to the hellish place they call the toby carvery i will kill myself, and take the rest of them with me.
But..
Tomorrow i will still be in Bedford.
Tomorrow i will still be 22, and not 17
Tomorrow i will have some sort of peace with my life.
Tomorrow i will go back to work at 11:45 and get on with it.
Thats how fucked up it all is.
That is why i cant get out
That is why my head is messed up.
The end
Woohoo for livejournal!
Ih ad a bit of nostalgia about writing on here.. so im here again..
Today i am angry. Today i want to leave Bedford and never come back.
Today i want to rewind my life to about 5 years ago and start again.
Today i realised that i hate my life.
Today i realised that if i ever have to go back to the hellish place they call the toby carvery i will kill myself, and take the rest of them with me.
But..
Tomorrow i will still be in Bedford.
Tomorrow i will still be 22, and not 17
Tomorrow i will have some sort of peace with my life.
Tomorrow i will go back to work at 11:45 and get on with it.
Thats how fucked up it all is.
That is why i cant get out
That is why my head is messed up.
The end
Woohoo for livejournal!