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May 13, 2007 15:02

Things are strange.. not really sure why...

generally feel a bit weird recently.. if im not feeling dizzy and nearly fainting at any opportunity, then im sleeping.. its all good. if im not nearly fainting, i feel like im gong to throw up and have to sit down.

It generally makes it hard to revise for exams, and when i try to, i cant concentrate, and fall asleep.. possibly a little worrying. I keep trying to go to the doctors, but i dont wake up in time to book an appointment, and i cant register properly for a few weeks because im going to be in brighton.

people keep asking if im diabetic.. which as far as i know, im not. But it made me wonder why people would think that, so i googled it, as you do, and it turns out i have all the symptoms of a diabetic.. i was then asked if i had M.E.. which i dont. but i googled it again, lol, and low and behold i also have all the symptoms of that, especially after i got mumps., i havent really got any better, which is a big sign it could be that. My sister had it for 6 years.. she had to be home schooled.. oh good. I know im being completely paranoid and i should go to the doctors, but until i get an appointment, im generally worrying..

until then im puting it down to stress.. which is not going away because my exams are still happening, im still working 28 hours a day, and my dad is in and out of hospital with further complications.

Until its over,. im going to be a big hypochondriac and believe im dying..

But.. i have bought a car.. finally! This made me happy.. until i got a bit tired and decided i couldnt go out and celebrate.. so i slept instead. I think darrens getting a bit fed up of coming round while i sleep on his knee.. or complain that im tired and go to bed. Oh yeah im great.

In 12 days.. this shall all be over and i will have less to worry about.. hopefully..

rar.. this is all complainy and winey and oh all feel sorry for me, im just so annoyed about it all.. and worried.. if anyone could provide any information/help/general diagnosis.. i would appreciate it... (oh and im NOT pregnant.. this was also suggested, and not welcomed :p)

xxx
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