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So lately I've had this great fear. I'm so afraid that darren is falling out of love with me. He just doesn't seem happy. I'm trying my hardest to keep us together. I love him with all my heart. I would never want to hurt him and everything I do, I keep him in mind. I never saw any of that shit coming. We were just fine. Yea..we argued a little but who doesn't? Arguements can be healthy, right? I just don't know these days. Things just aren't what they were. I'm madly in love with him and I want him madly in love with me. but if he isn't then just please don't string me along. I love him so muchhhh! Since i've been with him, I've pictured us being together. We'll eventually settle down in a 5 bedroom house with big wrap-around porch. There will be a huge yard. It'll be somewhere sunny and warm all year round. We will have 2 boys and 2 girls. A happy family. That is what I want so bad. I don't care about anything else..just a big, happy family with him. I just hope he wants the same!! he says, well atleast to me he does, that he does want this but i don't know if he truly does or if he just says it cuz he knows thats what i want to hear. I don't know about anything these days. I use to be so confident...not so much these days.