not again -_- it never fails me....
so last year dir en grey came, and i couldnt go see them because i had volunteer duty at the hospital. i was folding tissue paper instead of rocking it out to jrock -_- i'll never forget that excruciating mental torture of knowing that such a once in a lifetime opportunity is just slipping by second by second....
too bad its happening again!! only its worse because i like streetlight manifesto twenty times more than i like dir en grey! i cant go because i'm going to spend thanksgiving weekend in orlando in a crummy hotel, because the crummy ones are the only ones that take pets, and i probably wont even get to go to a park because we never do because my parents are old, so whats the point?! i know i get to actually spend it with my brothers and sister for once, but i'm just so used to spending thanksgiving in the comfort of my own home waking up to the smell of ham in the oven instead of musky hotel smell >..< i really want to cry, just because i always hate my predicaments. its not like i can run away and be rebellious because i'm gonna be 300 miles away in a crummy hotel taking care of my dog while i watch the thanksgiving day parade in the aforementioned crummy hotel instead of on my comfy couch anticipating the awesomeness of streetlight manifesto.... i think this is the only time that listening to ska music has made me depressed -_-
let me go drown my sorrows in two dudes named ben and jerry....