what a week
Well I don't even know where to being about this week.
Took all my finals. Got my grades I'm happy for most of them. But looks like I will be taking anatomy again. Oh well. Been trying to plan for the party got everything it should be fun. that's tonight also guys better see ya there.
Well I guess we should go mainly to yesterday... I almost missed taking my math final I over slept but got there in time. Went to work boring day and then I went to class. I was in the lab with Casey and we got there early so she could finish her final for the class. "the boy" came in and him and I started talking. We actually had a nice conversation.
We went to class and it got boring so I left. I noticed that he was out there so him and I started talking. Some how he started to mention about all the good times we had. I was like yea those were fun times. to bad we can't still hang out cause you know you got a girlfriend and all. He was like yea I know don't mention it. Just keep things to what they are now. He said he wished he could hang out with me one last time before he left. So I mentioned to him that I was going to Laura's and we were going to make Jello shots. He said he would think about it. Back in class I get a text and he said "i'll hang out with you" so headed to Laura and Ricky's and we just chatted a bit he actually was really nice and it was strange seeing him socialize with MY friends. SO the three of them and Paige left to go get the shopping done.
Him and I chilled and started talking. We talked about everything. From the start of us being together to how things ended to his NEW girlfriend. He really opened up and it suprises me he said he was sorry for how things went between us. I feel so happy right now that him and I finally talked and got all of this in the open. He still doesn't know if he's moving up there for sure. But he did tell me that if he stays him and I will be friends.That was the agreement. I'm totally cool with that.And even if he doesn't keep his part of the bargin I'm fine with that.I'm just glad all of this got out in the open It only took 9 months to do so but... it happend. When he was getting ready to leave I just gave him a hug and told him becareful up there and have fun. And do what you think is right. And then he was gone.....
I don't think it fully has hit me that he's gone for 2 weeks but... If he does move up there IT REALLY WILL HIT ME! I'm glad things between us ended so smoothly. Everyone said he was an ass I know I did but... that was my way of healing even though I knew it wasn't true. YOu can't help who you like and that is why I had- have so much emotions over "the boy"
The chapter closes between us lets see if we can open the other chapter of being friends.... only time will tell.
After he left I had my good friends comfort me and be there for me.... Casey made jello shots and RIcky and I had a water fight well.. Ricky squirted me like crazy. I went home.... and i really couldn't sleep I had so much going on. This morning got ready for work. Had a little party here waiting for the boss to give me the CHRISTMAS BOUNS which Ican't wait even if it's 50 I will be happy with that. So I'm off to finish the rest of the day.
Ricky and Sara and Liz are helping set up the house once I leave. I'm going to Orlando tonight to go and drop off the parents.. Man I'm cutting it close what was I thinking.... Off to finish up some work
Took all my finals. Got my grades I'm happy for most of them. But looks like I will be taking anatomy again. Oh well. Been trying to plan for the party got everything it should be fun. that's tonight also guys better see ya there.
Well I guess we should go mainly to yesterday... I almost missed taking my math final I over slept but got there in time. Went to work boring day and then I went to class. I was in the lab with Casey and we got there early so she could finish her final for the class. "the boy" came in and him and I started talking. We actually had a nice conversation.
We went to class and it got boring so I left. I noticed that he was out there so him and I started talking. Some how he started to mention about all the good times we had. I was like yea those were fun times. to bad we can't still hang out cause you know you got a girlfriend and all. He was like yea I know don't mention it. Just keep things to what they are now. He said he wished he could hang out with me one last time before he left. So I mentioned to him that I was going to Laura's and we were going to make Jello shots. He said he would think about it. Back in class I get a text and he said "i'll hang out with you" so headed to Laura and Ricky's and we just chatted a bit he actually was really nice and it was strange seeing him socialize with MY friends. SO the three of them and Paige left to go get the shopping done.
Him and I chilled and started talking. We talked about everything. From the start of us being together to how things ended to his NEW girlfriend. He really opened up and it suprises me he said he was sorry for how things went between us. I feel so happy right now that him and I finally talked and got all of this in the open. He still doesn't know if he's moving up there for sure. But he did tell me that if he stays him and I will be friends.That was the agreement. I'm totally cool with that.And even if he doesn't keep his part of the bargin I'm fine with that.I'm just glad all of this got out in the open It only took 9 months to do so but... it happend. When he was getting ready to leave I just gave him a hug and told him becareful up there and have fun. And do what you think is right. And then he was gone.....
I don't think it fully has hit me that he's gone for 2 weeks but... If he does move up there IT REALLY WILL HIT ME! I'm glad things between us ended so smoothly. Everyone said he was an ass I know I did but... that was my way of healing even though I knew it wasn't true. YOu can't help who you like and that is why I had- have so much emotions over "the boy"
The chapter closes between us lets see if we can open the other chapter of being friends.... only time will tell.
After he left I had my good friends comfort me and be there for me.... Casey made jello shots and RIcky and I had a water fight well.. Ricky squirted me like crazy. I went home.... and i really couldn't sleep I had so much going on. This morning got ready for work. Had a little party here waiting for the boss to give me the CHRISTMAS BOUNS which Ican't wait even if it's 50 I will be happy with that. So I'm off to finish the rest of the day.
Ricky and Sara and Liz are helping set up the house once I leave. I'm going to Orlando tonight to go and drop off the parents.. Man I'm cutting it close what was I thinking.... Off to finish up some work