Dec 11, 2004 23:12
well today was amusing.
Got up early. Why I have no clue. Made the Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwiches for the park. Picked Liz up and Casey and then Baby Paige. Met up with Ricky and Sara. We we took their neices to the park. We had a nice little picnic at the park. I must admit a lot of fun. Two little 3 year olds can make you so tired. i had a fun time. Wish I could be so carefree like they are. Little kids don't care about anything.
After the Park I headed home hung out for a while. Got ready and then went to Pick up Casey and headed to Nicely's Tavern for the show. Met up with J.T. and Chris. Had a good time. First time I've gone to a show in a while. Ran into Liz and Meghan. Haven't seen them in a while.
Casey and I left early and then stopped by Krispy Kream. YUMMY HOT DOUGHNUTS!
We had a nice talk. We talked about "the boy" and everything that's been going on about that. Then We started to talk about things that have happened in the past. You know the whole deal. she asked me If I would change anything from Senior year. I thought about it....... and the answer was yes. SHe asked me what specific thing that was. I straight out told her it would be the very end of senior year.The last month and the start of summer. When I think things just went crazy..... I don't regret what happened I just wish I could change the outcome. OR at least get answers to why things got so crazy and ended up the way they did. The reason why I said that is I want to know why things did end up the way they did. THere are so many questions I would ask that person to find out why we ended on bad terms. And there would be my part to say on how I felt about the whole situation.
Why dwell on the past so much.... Just cause I feel it's unfinished business that I need to know how I can change as a person. If I was such a bad person to begin with.
well Gotta love those deep talks in the car rides home from daytona at 10:00 at night.
OFf to dick around good ole PC.