italy is like a drug
so its crazy...the high points here are so high, and the low points are so low. it like fucking crazy. either a night goes AMAZINGLY or it sucks ass...theres never any inbetween. everything is black and white. at home everything is gray...and i like it better that way. its always a good time, sometimes AMAZING, but rarely wicked sucky. i like it. im in a funk, i dont eat much and im not sleeping and im not going to class...and ive lost 2 belt holes since ive been here...guessing 10 lbs. but 10 lbs so far is like 15 lbs in 2 months and im here for 6 monthts so basically ill be back there where i was in may pretty damn soon. people are like why is loosing weight a bad thing....hmmm maybe cuz i look anerexic when i loose that much weight lol. i fucking have class now and all i want to do is take a fucking nap. bnsdftjewruk