Mar 30, 2005 13:20
This is getting ridiculous now! I've been trying to lose weight - slowly. Well, last week I was doing SO well. I've been writing down everything I eat - not to be obsessive, but just to keep record. I write down the days I exercise and what I do. I've even been good this week, so far, until today. This morning I was fine. Unfortunately, the leftovers I brought for lunch from last Friday tasted completely terrible! Blah! So, since it is raining, I couldn't go to Subway and get my veggie sandwich. Guess where I ended up... vending. Ugh. I got popcorn, but I guess that's really not bad for you. But then, I also got a candy bar (Marni's daughter is selling them for school). It was so yummy that I HAD to have 2 pieces of the bar - ugh. And you know I will probably eat the rest this afternoon. I think I'm probably PMSing because the chocolate tastes SOOOOOOOO yummy!
Anyway, I'm a little crabby today. I was going to apply for a job - a perfect job for me - but then they require 3 years experience in print media - BAH!!! I'm so pissed! I actually emailed them to explain that I just graduated, I have the degree needed for the job, and would like to GAIN experience - and what a better way to gain experience than to have that job. The dumb b**ch emailed back saying they require experience. Fu**ers!!! How the h*ll am I supposed to gain experience, not to mention 3 YEARS experience, if no fu**ing company will hire me to give me the experience. I actually emailed the lady back and told her, very politely, but very matter-of-factly, that they are probably missing out on potentially great employees. I told her that just because I don't have experience doesn't mean I can't learn - isn't that where we all start out??? I was nice in the email, but very to-the-point. I'm proud of myself. I'm just SO tired of this fu**ing "experience needed" sh*t!!! F*ck all those companies. Ok, so I kind of understand, but all the same, they should give people a chance. Cripes, at least call me in for an interview or something. Ugh.
Okay, enough venting. It's raining, I'm a little crabby, and I don't want to be at work. Blah. F*ck! I still have 3 hours left! Eeeeeeeee (and that's not an excited "eeeeee")...