missing her....
i hate her for ignoring me for four years. i hate him for making him do stupid things. i hate him for making me cry. i hate her for everyone caring about her. i hate him because he is a burn out. i hate her for getting everything i wanted. i hate him for being so depressing. i hate her for trying to hard to be different. i hate not having her here with me. i hate both of them for lying to my mom. i am sick of worring. why can't he just be happy?!?! most of all... i hate myself for not being happy. i hate my random thoughts. ash.