"The Notebook"
Is it a sign or a coincidence that every time I watch the movie, “The Notebook”, I am alone? Is it pathetic that my eyes never dry- and are provided with enough moisture to last a month- the entire last 30 minutes of that movie? Is it a sign that every time I watch that movie my “aloneness” becomes the center of my world for at least 2 months after? I am bound to spend the rest of my life alone aren’t I… FUCK. That is really going to suck. As a future reminder to myself: NEVER AGAIN WATCH THE NOTEBOOK! **EVEN IF YOU HAVEN”T CRIED IN A WHILE** Great now the next two months will be spent in complete agony realizing that I am not good enough for anyone, no one will ever love me/”want me”, and the end result being that I am bound to die alone.
BE-A-U-TIFUL! I am warning you now.
More later when tears are not rolling down my cheeks, water stops blurring my eyes, and the snot caught in my nostrils stops making that annoying slurp sound every time I sniffle.
Peace,
vic
BE-A-U-TIFUL! I am warning you now.
More later when tears are not rolling down my cheeks, water stops blurring my eyes, and the snot caught in my nostrils stops making that annoying slurp sound every time I sniffle.
Peace,
vic