sorry to cancel the parade, with ferris up on the float with the crazy scandinavian bar maids and the kids dancing down the steps, but the only new&heart-startling loves in my life are the sweaterweather and the fact i'm not failing my english class, yet.
my parents woke me up earlyearly this morning, standing in the dimness of my bedroom with candles in their hands singing songs into my dreams.
e e cummings was singing songs into my ear:
(i who have died am alive again today,
and this is the sun's birthday;this is the birth
day of life and love and wings:and of the gay
great happening illimitably earth)
i am so glad for the love i have.
18!