Edited 2/13
The anniversary party went well. Everyone managed to keep quiet about it and I'm surpised, because it was a bit rushed.
I've been in a bad mood lateley, like for the past 3 months. It's even made me psycho at points. I think there are a few reasons why though.
1. My cousin got a job making more than I do and he doesn't even have a degree yet. I make nothing and I have a job that requires a degree and it took me 4 years to find it!
2. My job is boring. It's the same damn thing everyday and I can't stand sitting still for 8 hours a day. It's so aggrivating and it makes me antsy. I need a long vacation and an exciting job.
3. I'm poor.
4. I want to move out, but alas, I have not the money to do so.
5. The weather is killer. I hate anything below 80 degrees. I think the colder it is the crazier I am.
6. I don't do anything other than work, sit on the couch watching movies, and take extended naps. I feel like I never leave the house.
7. Lack of exercise. I don't go to the gym or anything, so my only means of getting fit is to walk, but there is no way I'm walking in these temperatures. I feel like I'm shutting down.
8. I don't travel. I want to go places, but I feel like I never will. I also lost my passport so I need to spend $100 to get a new one. Luckily I am going on a cruise next year.
Edit : 9. Sarah hates me. I can't believe I forgot this because it's been bugging me since she took me off her myspace friend list, which was months ago. It's unfortunate because I always considered her one of my best friends, and I always had fun with her. I've tried calling before but she changed her cell phone number. And I sent her a letter with a cd, but she never wrote back. I told her to call me when she was in town, and let me know when her wedding party was going to be, but she never did. I even had nice gifts for them. I think she takes the not calling thing too personally. It's just who I am and I guess she doesn't accpet me. I guess I'm just disposable.
In other news I actually have valentine's day plans. mike and I are going to red brick. nothing fancy, but that's ok, i don't care for the holiday anyway.
I finally have Twin Peaks and now I can see the end. Sarah would've watched this with me :(
I've been in a bad mood lateley, like for the past 3 months. It's even made me psycho at points. I think there are a few reasons why though.
1. My cousin got a job making more than I do and he doesn't even have a degree yet. I make nothing and I have a job that requires a degree and it took me 4 years to find it!
2. My job is boring. It's the same damn thing everyday and I can't stand sitting still for 8 hours a day. It's so aggrivating and it makes me antsy. I need a long vacation and an exciting job.
3. I'm poor.
4. I want to move out, but alas, I have not the money to do so.
5. The weather is killer. I hate anything below 80 degrees. I think the colder it is the crazier I am.
6. I don't do anything other than work, sit on the couch watching movies, and take extended naps. I feel like I never leave the house.
7. Lack of exercise. I don't go to the gym or anything, so my only means of getting fit is to walk, but there is no way I'm walking in these temperatures. I feel like I'm shutting down.
8. I don't travel. I want to go places, but I feel like I never will. I also lost my passport so I need to spend $100 to get a new one. Luckily I am going on a cruise next year.
Edit : 9. Sarah hates me. I can't believe I forgot this because it's been bugging me since she took me off her myspace friend list, which was months ago. It's unfortunate because I always considered her one of my best friends, and I always had fun with her. I've tried calling before but she changed her cell phone number. And I sent her a letter with a cd, but she never wrote back. I told her to call me when she was in town, and let me know when her wedding party was going to be, but she never did. I even had nice gifts for them. I think she takes the not calling thing too personally. It's just who I am and I guess she doesn't accpet me. I guess I'm just disposable.
In other news I actually have valentine's day plans. mike and I are going to red brick. nothing fancy, but that's ok, i don't care for the holiday anyway.
I finally have Twin Peaks and now I can see the end. Sarah would've watched this with me :(