Aug 25, 2005 11:14
Ok I had the weirdest dream last night that seriously disturbed my so I need to write about it. I actually cut my hands all up in my sleep b/c I was so upset in my dream I guess. It looks like someone took a knice to my hand! Anyways here was the dream:
I'm assuming that I was back in the states b/c everyone who lives in the states was there. I was at this hotel-like place but it was actually supposed to be the basement of my dad's house and there was a huge pool in the middle of the room. All of a sudden everyone starts freaking out and saying there's people floating in the pool so I go to look and my ENTIRE family is in the bottom of the pool. They were holding themselves in the fetal position and just staying on the bottom. I start screaming and crying and I go to jump in the pool and then Angela grabs me and tells me that I can't go in there cause they're comitting suicide so there's nothing I can do. Of course this makes me scream and cry harder and slowly some of them start coming back up to the surface. Only about 4 of them actually came up and I had to bring them back to life while I just watched the rest of my family die.
Then I'm in Jessica's basement with Angela and Erin (talk about a blast from the past!) and Richard comes up to me and he's singing and smiling at first (very weird cause he usually doesn't sing) but then he just busts out into tears and starts saying how his family died in the pool today. So I start crying cause I'm like well SH*T my family died in the pool too! So he goes "I just need a hug" and we start hugging and then my dad comes back to life and walks in the room but he's the only one that came back. Then the three girls (erin, ang, and jess) all just walk out on me and tell me that it's always gonna be like old times and nothing is ever going to change. I have no freakin idea wtf they were talking about.
Well that was my VERY weird dream. I think the weirdest part was that all the main people in it are people that I don't really talk to anymore. If anyone knows how to analyze dreams PLEASE go for it cause I'd like to know wtf that means.