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for ru-chan... a reposting of my myspace blog:
i think i've figured out why i'm so drawn to my profile song (keane - somewhere only we know). i've been feeling this way for a while (especially since i started the nursing program)... this feeling of not belonging anywhere... of not having a place. of not having a home.
when mike was in san diego and i'd go visit, at times it felt as if his little apartment with the loft could be ours (until his roommate would come back)... but we could spend time together and explore the happenings of the city together, fish together... and it almost felt as if san diego was ours and that i had a place i could belong to. this may be one of the reasons why i'm so drawn to san diego (that... and it's a beautiful city with gorgeous weather). i haven't felt that way since... not at "home" in rancho where my mom lives or in diamond bar where dadda lives. commuting between the two places leaves me feeling like a vagabond.
i suppose the only place that i can actually consider "home" is my apartment; but this is only temporary. i want to belong somewhere.
I walked across an empty land,
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand.
I felt the earth beneath my feet,
Sat by the river and it made me complete.
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
I came across a fallen tree,
I felt the branches of it looking at me.
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
And if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know.
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So, tell me when you gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
And if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go,
Hmmm yea,
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know.
i think i've figured out why i'm so drawn to my profile song (keane - somewhere only we know). i've been feeling this way for a while (especially since i started the nursing program)... this feeling of not belonging anywhere... of not having a place. of not having a home.
when mike was in san diego and i'd go visit, at times it felt as if his little apartment with the loft could be ours (until his roommate would come back)... but we could spend time together and explore the happenings of the city together, fish together... and it almost felt as if san diego was ours and that i had a place i could belong to. this may be one of the reasons why i'm so drawn to san diego (that... and it's a beautiful city with gorgeous weather). i haven't felt that way since... not at "home" in rancho where my mom lives or in diamond bar where dadda lives. commuting between the two places leaves me feeling like a vagabond.
i suppose the only place that i can actually consider "home" is my apartment; but this is only temporary. i want to belong somewhere.
I walked across an empty land,
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand.
I felt the earth beneath my feet,
Sat by the river and it made me complete.
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
I came across a fallen tree,
I felt the branches of it looking at me.
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
And if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know.
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So, tell me when you gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
And if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go,
Hmmm yea,
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know.