one LAST update
so this is it... i just think my life is goin down hill :-(
i cant explain 2 ne one why, bcuz u prolly dont care, and i also dont think it would help. for once in my life i just wanna wake up, be motivated, and actually have sumthing 2 care about in my life...
why wake up 2 a life style which u dont wanna live in...some times i just wish i wouldnt wake up the next morning... im sick of being lonely, im sick of being the only one 2 care about me
care about who, who am i... what am i doing here... do i wanna be here, no... so why should i stay?
idk... i mean its not like ne of my "FRIENDS" actually caRE....
why dont you call me?, am i not cool enough 2 hang out with u ne more?.... am i not a friend of urs... cuz for so long ive felt alone... i just wanna life... i just wanna play cards... i wanna spend 23 dollars at 7*11 cuz were hott from summer, and u aint got money, so id be a friend and pay, but what friend? what am i to u?
am i even considered a friend... or do u lie so i dont feel bad ne more...
i mean my whole life has gone away... i have about 5 friends.. 5 REAL friends... everyone always says there my friend and they love me... well why doesnt ne one ever show it.. how come u say we can hang out, and plans always fall thru... idk i wanna just know it all
i hate my life, and i just want answer's so i can figure out wat to do about it.
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
Erase all the pain till it’s gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
i cant explain 2 ne one why, bcuz u prolly dont care, and i also dont think it would help. for once in my life i just wanna wake up, be motivated, and actually have sumthing 2 care about in my life...
why wake up 2 a life style which u dont wanna live in...some times i just wish i wouldnt wake up the next morning... im sick of being lonely, im sick of being the only one 2 care about me
care about who, who am i... what am i doing here... do i wanna be here, no... so why should i stay?
idk... i mean its not like ne of my "FRIENDS" actually caRE....
why dont you call me?, am i not cool enough 2 hang out with u ne more?.... am i not a friend of urs... cuz for so long ive felt alone... i just wanna life... i just wanna play cards... i wanna spend 23 dollars at 7*11 cuz were hott from summer, and u aint got money, so id be a friend and pay, but what friend? what am i to u?
am i even considered a friend... or do u lie so i dont feel bad ne more...
i mean my whole life has gone away... i have about 5 friends.. 5 REAL friends... everyone always says there my friend and they love me... well why doesnt ne one ever show it.. how come u say we can hang out, and plans always fall thru... idk i wanna just know it all
i hate my life, and i just want answer's so i can figure out wat to do about it.
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
Erase all the pain till it’s gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong