May 13, 2003 22:36
I can't complain about anything because I just didn't put forth the effort that I should have. For a brief time this past year I felt at ease and I was enjoying every second of it and I threw it all away because I wanted to procrastinate just a few minutes more than I should have.
My lack of determination not only hurts me but my family as well since they put in a good 6 grand on an education that I refused to pursue.
Where is my motivation? Where is my will to excel? I learned valuable life lessons this year but none of those lessons will get me a career, none of those lessons will lessen the debt that I am already in.
I need to stop doing things my way and start doing it the smart way.