Back to Kpop (sorta)
[INTRO]
So I just need something to update my profile, as if I'm still active in LJ :P This time won't be a depressing post, I learn to at least write something when I'm not in a bad mood, lol (hopefully i can keep it up). But honestly guys, writing in this journal ALWAYS made me feel a bit better. You might read it as if I'm so pitiful, but actually after writing all of those it's like my head became so much lighter. I think it's great. I know there might be not much people read this, or maybe none at all, to be honest I'm not expecting any. I also (most of the times) don't need comments or anything, I just want to blurt things out of my chest, but I keep the comments tab open. Just so that I can feel I was talking to someone and they're listening, but i don't need responses..... you get what I'm saying? XD
It's not that I'm being a bitch with that, I appreciate any supports, I really do. Other than I know y'all mean well but I'm most likely didn't get affected with the intentions, but it's more like.... I've finished my emotions when I posted that entry. So when someone replied (or sent a private message) to me in the next day or so, I already forgot the sad feeling and idk what to react to that comments. TBH I do think the times when I posted depressed entries are the one when I'm about to get my period. That's the most emotional times to me. So you know my hormone is unbalanced and when shit happens during those times then booom you get a miserable entry :P So ye.
[KPOP]
Now to my main title. So I think I'm back liking Kpop :P After went into hiatus for idk 3 years I think, this beginning of 2018 I started listening to BTS.
wait, what??
Yes you heard it right, I fell into the trap LOLSS XD that is one massive trap I've ever be happy to fall into. Like John Cena said, "What started as a happy accident turns into something wonderful," I think he said exactly what I felt. I'm gonna tell a bit of story behind this, of why I suddenly liking Kpop again (if any of you care to read, heh)
So I actually liked BTS since their debut with No More Dream, I collected their MVs, downloaded their albums, dance practices etc. Because I think they have the groove type like BAP or Block B, basically the type of Kpop music that I like because there's a lot of hiphop in it. Then it was the time when I got really fed up with Kpop fandom in general (because of EXO, lel) and mostly I can't stand social justice warriors that keep judging people on the internet. But we're not gonna talk about those idiotic muggles. Then, I went into hiatus from Kpop and focusing on my real life because I moved house too at that time, so I was busy. The last BTS stuff I downloaded was Boy in Luv dance practice without watching the actual MV, after that I just didn't keep up at all. I worked in an office, so barely had time to fangirl anything. I just went back to my roots which is rock music, also filling myself with western music while I was at it.
Then it began at the end of 2017 when I started to use Spotify to get updates of western songs, and I heard a lot of Ads "Hi! We are BTS!" because they're promoting DNA at that time, so the snippets of that song got stuck in my head for quite some time. During those times I thought, "So BTS are that big right now? They're already a match rival for EXO?" (when I was still keeping up with them Armys are already made enemies with EXO-L, and it was started because of some stupid poll, I'm quite lucky I knew the history of this rivalry between fandoms lol but they're still very small compared to EXO). At that time I still wasn't that invested, I just went into nostalgia mood and rewatched some old videos in my computer that I haven't delete yet, then I watched all of BTS videos I had. And suddenly I have this urge to check them out because I genuinely curious.
Actually at some moment my close friend already showed me some BTS new singles and sung it at karaoke, songs that made BTS popular like Dope and Fire. So before this I knew BTS made new songs & MVs through my friend who sang it at the karaoke, but still.... I didn't pay much attention at the greatness (lol). Maybe because I still remembered how salty I was to Kpop so I kinda blocked myself to it? I did pay attention to how Jungkook looked ridiculously different in Fire MV. I was shocked when I saw him in the karaoke screen with overlayed song titles because my other friend keeps adding more songs to sing he grew up so fast O_O Jungkook that I remembered was this tiny chubby boy that tried so hard to be cool hahah! So with all of those in my head; rewatched old videos, remembered how my friend loves BTS in the karaoke, Jungkook, the Spotify Ad........ all led to me to click artist BTS in the Spotify and played their songs in shuffle. Somehow the first few songs that were played just happened to be the songs that I like. And then the song Reflection came up, and I totally head over heels to that song. That was the first song that made to decide that I'm gonna to find more about them.
Then I watched Kpop reaction videos in Youtube and I clicked on this video where people who doesn't know Kpop watch BTS --thing (we know it's bullshit, they knew Kpop lol) and from there I saw a thumbnail of Not Today MV and my reaction was exactly like one of the girl who got shocked lmao!! Great song and it's my favorite MV until today. Then I started to check out their MVs and well......... the rest is history. It's like I saw a rainbow mud in the jungle from afar, got curious and walk closer, get my feet into the mud, got sucked in, then decide to walk deeper. I saw members that were nothing in the beginning, suddenly looks super attractive and attacked me right on the face *coughTaehyungcough*
I was never interested with Jin eventhough they said he's the visual, I always liked Jungkook maybe because I always tend to lean towards maknae since the beginning of Kpop hahaha XD But Jungkook was the cutest anyway. Also he has many talents, I got attracted to him not only because of his face, but maybe also because he gets too many exposures by being main vocalist, center, he also did rap. It's hard not to /see/ him. Other member that I liked was J-hope, he looks so cool in We Are Bulletproof MV. When I got exposed more to BTS, I still in shock at how different Jungkook looked with only a span of 2-3 years. His voice is not that much different, but face and body (〃∇〃) omo noona is floored~~~
crazy different
Now here's the most annoying part, all those questions about whether he got a plastic surgery or not? Hmmm I may not know much about BTS, I honestly not interested to follow their old stuff. But if he did PS my question is did they really have time to do that with such hectic schedules?? O.o I don't know lol. But my personal opinion about why Jungkook looked drastically different just within 3 years is:
It's not that I care much about Idol's surgery, but I understand why people are interested to know. I got curious myself. It doesn't matter they did it or not, but I'm dying to know as well!! XD But my guts are telling me BTS didn't do any PS, not because I'm a fan, but I honestly think they're all not handsome tbh so that PS would be such a waste lel. I think Taehyung is ridiculously good looking, if any of them had PS I'd put my money on him tbh.
he's good at stage persona
For now I like all of the members.... so far I don't hate anyone LOL. I find all of them are adorable in their own way. My favorite is definitely Jungkook, but tbh I find that I have preferences in each areas. Like, when they're dancing I tend to look more at Jimin, I really like his contemporary style. When I first saw him dancing I was thinking, "wow his style is so beautiful and different from the others," then I found out he was a classic dancer and so I was happy that I was right about his contemporary style. It was shown very obvious. Then in variety shows I put more attentions on the hyung-line, especially Jin at his ridiculousness and Suga who is good at MC-ing despite his flat face lol. I just think he looks too manly and unbothered to do that kind of stuff, but later on I learned that he said he never mind skinship and gayness I'm like ◔∀◔ u gotta be serious bro cuz i'm buyin'~~~
As for Taehyung guhhhhhhh I collect a lot of his photos. He looks so damn good in photos. Brick me but I think part of it is because he has a nicer jaw compared to Jungkook, because Jungkook has bigger build and it seems like all of the fat goes into face area while Taehyung is more to his belly (¬‿¬) ah well. Also his stage persona, I fell in love since Not Today MV. A lot of people grown to like him from his styling in DNA MV, which I think yes it's very nice with his hair style & color. He looks pretty. But for me is how he lead the dance in Not Today. Expression is so extra and I love it *_*
Hmmm so I wrote this entry for like 2 hours now, I think I should stop. Getting tired already :P
See you again in another happy entry (i hope)
c u soon
So I just need something to update my profile, as if I'm still active in LJ :P This time won't be a depressing post, I learn to at least write something when I'm not in a bad mood, lol (hopefully i can keep it up). But honestly guys, writing in this journal ALWAYS made me feel a bit better. You might read it as if I'm so pitiful, but actually after writing all of those it's like my head became so much lighter. I think it's great. I know there might be not much people read this, or maybe none at all, to be honest I'm not expecting any. I also (most of the times) don't need comments or anything, I just want to blurt things out of my chest, but I keep the comments tab open. Just so that I can feel I was talking to someone and they're listening, but i don't need responses..... you get what I'm saying? XD
It's not that I'm being a bitch with that, I appreciate any supports, I really do. Other than I know y'all mean well but I'm most likely didn't get affected with the intentions, but it's more like.... I've finished my emotions when I posted that entry. So when someone replied (or sent a private message) to me in the next day or so, I already forgot the sad feeling and idk what to react to that comments. TBH I do think the times when I posted depressed entries are the one when I'm about to get my period. That's the most emotional times to me. So you know my hormone is unbalanced and when shit happens during those times then booom you get a miserable entry :P So ye.
[KPOP]
Now to my main title. So I think I'm back liking Kpop :P After went into hiatus for idk 3 years I think, this beginning of 2018 I started listening to BTS.
wait, what??
Yes you heard it right, I fell into the trap LOLSS XD that is one massive trap I've ever be happy to fall into. Like John Cena said, "What started as a happy accident turns into something wonderful," I think he said exactly what I felt. I'm gonna tell a bit of story behind this, of why I suddenly liking Kpop again (if any of you care to read, heh)
So I actually liked BTS since their debut with No More Dream, I collected their MVs, downloaded their albums, dance practices etc. Because I think they have the groove type like BAP or Block B, basically the type of Kpop music that I like because there's a lot of hiphop in it. Then it was the time when I got really fed up with Kpop fandom in general (because of EXO, lel) and mostly I can't stand social justice warriors that keep judging people on the internet. But we're not gonna talk about those idiotic muggles. Then, I went into hiatus from Kpop and focusing on my real life because I moved house too at that time, so I was busy. The last BTS stuff I downloaded was Boy in Luv dance practice without watching the actual MV, after that I just didn't keep up at all. I worked in an office, so barely had time to fangirl anything. I just went back to my roots which is rock music, also filling myself with western music while I was at it.
Then it began at the end of 2017 when I started to use Spotify to get updates of western songs, and I heard a lot of Ads "Hi! We are BTS!" because they're promoting DNA at that time, so the snippets of that song got stuck in my head for quite some time. During those times I thought, "So BTS are that big right now? They're already a match rival for EXO?" (when I was still keeping up with them Armys are already made enemies with EXO-L, and it was started because of some stupid poll, I'm quite lucky I knew the history of this rivalry between fandoms lol but they're still very small compared to EXO). At that time I still wasn't that invested, I just went into nostalgia mood and rewatched some old videos in my computer that I haven't delete yet, then I watched all of BTS videos I had. And suddenly I have this urge to check them out because I genuinely curious.
Actually at some moment my close friend already showed me some BTS new singles and sung it at karaoke, songs that made BTS popular like Dope and Fire. So before this I knew BTS made new songs & MVs through my friend who sang it at the karaoke, but still.... I didn't pay much attention at the greatness (lol). Maybe because I still remembered how salty I was to Kpop so I kinda blocked myself to it? I did pay attention to how Jungkook looked ridiculously different in Fire MV. I was shocked when I saw him in the karaoke screen with overlayed song titles because my other friend keeps adding more songs to sing he grew up so fast O_O Jungkook that I remembered was this tiny chubby boy that tried so hard to be cool hahah! So with all of those in my head; rewatched old videos, remembered how my friend loves BTS in the karaoke, Jungkook, the Spotify Ad........ all led to me to click artist BTS in the Spotify and played their songs in shuffle. Somehow the first few songs that were played just happened to be the songs that I like. And then the song Reflection came up, and I totally head over heels to that song. That was the first song that made to decide that I'm gonna to find more about them.
Then I watched Kpop reaction videos in Youtube and I clicked on this video where people who doesn't know Kpop watch BTS --thing (we know it's bullshit, they knew Kpop lol) and from there I saw a thumbnail of Not Today MV and my reaction was exactly like one of the girl who got shocked lmao!! Great song and it's my favorite MV until today. Then I started to check out their MVs and well......... the rest is history. It's like I saw a rainbow mud in the jungle from afar, got curious and walk closer, get my feet into the mud, got sucked in, then decide to walk deeper. I saw members that were nothing in the beginning, suddenly looks super attractive and attacked me right on the face *coughTaehyungcough*
I was never interested with Jin eventhough they said he's the visual, I always liked Jungkook maybe because I always tend to lean towards maknae since the beginning of Kpop hahaha XD But Jungkook was the cutest anyway. Also he has many talents, I got attracted to him not only because of his face, but maybe also because he gets too many exposures by being main vocalist, center, he also did rap. It's hard not to /see/ him. Other member that I liked was J-hope, he looks so cool in We Are Bulletproof MV. When I got exposed more to BTS, I still in shock at how different Jungkook looked with only a span of 2-3 years. His voice is not that much different, but face and body (〃∇〃) omo noona is floored~~~
crazy different
Now here's the most annoying part, all those questions about whether he got a plastic surgery or not? Hmmm I may not know much about BTS, I honestly not interested to follow their old stuff. But if he did PS my question is did they really have time to do that with such hectic schedules?? O.o I don't know lol. But my personal opinion about why Jungkook looked drastically different just within 3 years is:
- Hairstyle
- He gained a lot of confidence so his posture & face expressions also different
- He did muscle training. This one I know that can change someone's looks the most. Also since he started lifting weights when he's still on puberty, that would be twice the work. Jaw got firmer and stuff like that.
- He's one of those people whose looks is such a spendthrift, LMAO! You need to consume more vitamin C & E and collagen bro.
It's not that I care much about Idol's surgery, but I understand why people are interested to know. I got curious myself. It doesn't matter they did it or not, but I'm dying to know as well!! XD But my guts are telling me BTS didn't do any PS, not because I'm a fan, but I honestly think they're all not handsome tbh so that PS would be such a waste lel. I think Taehyung is ridiculously good looking, if any of them had PS I'd put my money on him tbh.
he's good at stage persona
For now I like all of the members.... so far I don't hate anyone LOL. I find all of them are adorable in their own way. My favorite is definitely Jungkook, but tbh I find that I have preferences in each areas. Like, when they're dancing I tend to look more at Jimin, I really like his contemporary style. When I first saw him dancing I was thinking, "wow his style is so beautiful and different from the others," then I found out he was a classic dancer and so I was happy that I was right about his contemporary style. It was shown very obvious. Then in variety shows I put more attentions on the hyung-line, especially Jin at his ridiculousness and Suga who is good at MC-ing despite his flat face lol. I just think he looks too manly and unbothered to do that kind of stuff, but later on I learned that he said he never mind skinship and gayness I'm like ◔∀◔ u gotta be serious bro cuz i'm buyin'~~~
As for Taehyung guhhhhhhh I collect a lot of his photos. He looks so damn good in photos. Brick me but I think part of it is because he has a nicer jaw compared to Jungkook, because Jungkook has bigger build and it seems like all of the fat goes into face area while Taehyung is more to his belly (¬‿¬) ah well. Also his stage persona, I fell in love since Not Today MV. A lot of people grown to like him from his styling in DNA MV, which I think yes it's very nice with his hair style & color. He looks pretty. But for me is how he lead the dance in Not Today. Expression is so extra and I love it *_*
Hmmm so I wrote this entry for like 2 hours now, I think I should stop. Getting tired already :P
See you again in another happy entry (i hope)
c u soon