Feeling ok????
So I woke up today feeling TOTALLY FINE!!! How crazy is that? (Unfortunately it's crazy)
So a brief overview of potential reasons ... whaaaat exactly happened last night?
+ went to Richmeister's house, saw peeps
+ 9 hours of sleep
+ no alarm today, just woke when I woke, got up when I felt like getting up,
and amazingly, I DID actually feel like getting up, completely willing to do it,
with no "omigod!! No! No!" at all, completely natural, what a cool thing!
+ watched movie I wanted to see before bed
+ made headway on house, built shelves, did dishes, put away clothes
(although this didn't help enough to prevent me from NOT wanting to go
to RIchmeister's house and see peeps! but it may be a contributing factor
to the feeling-ok'ness of the next morning- I woke to a neat room)
+ went easy on myself yesterday, laid down when I needed to lay down,
didn't force myself to go to the R'man's but chose it, no pressure. I actually
had called to say I WASN'T coming! Then just went, an hour later.
+ no kids to see today, that weighs on my head on weekends, my supposed "days off"
+ and thaaaat's about it, folks!
So hmm ... something to note.
Well, I forgot to take my medication yesterday, something else to note, which actually is on the minus side, but I guess the other things outweighed it.
What a shocker to feel ok, it feels great! What an incredible relief!!!