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hi
well ....
i miss my sister so0o much! i cried last night becuz i talked to on the phone, she told me that she has to drive all the way to cali by herself! and she wont let my mom fly up there and drive with her! im so worried about her!
and i hate her fucking stupid ass dad! he thinks that he just walk back into her life like no time has past! thats bull shit! he decides that when shes almost 19 and grown up that he can just show up!!! i wish he would just drop dead!
and school fuckin sucks right now...
i cant wait till this summer....or when i can drive atleast! i want to get the hell out of this place! Every one sucks....nobody understands me...NOBODY gets it! All anyone cares about is them selves....
i have nowhere to turn, nobody to turn to....
all i want is a real friend....
i never show what im feeling , so no one knows....but you
i just want to break down, and get it all out.
yours truly,
sam