wowzers

[giftedgrl]

hey...
lets see how fucked up my life is today...

oh,yeah...my parents found out ive been smoking...not a big deal...i didn't even get in trouble...

how ever-
i do miss my sister....i never thought i would say that...but i really do miss her...
but life goes on...
ide really wish i had sum true friends in my life...
but all of my "so called friends",are asses that only care about themselves....
for instance-my "best friend" monica flirts with the guy ive liked for 3years right infront of me...!
dammit!sum tymes i wish i was suicidal...
the only "true" friends i acttually have is kayla and jeenah...
fuck the rest of em...!
i just want to turn 18 and get the hell out of this hellhole.
i would runaway,but my mom is going through enough right now...
i hate school...highschool fucking suckz..."the best 4 years of your life" YEAH RIGHT!
its gay as hell...
everything is falling apart.
i can already feel the ground beneath me starting to crumble...
fuck it!
shit...why do i hate my life so much?!?!
i wish i were sum1 else.