Art block rantage
So! Yesterday. I never left the house at all. I watched Marsh play Pump It Up and then I played Kingdom Heart 2 for TEN SOLID HOURS. I think I only got up twice for food and bathroom breaks. I went from Day 5 to finishing Port Royal. :O I LOVE THIS GAME. I was all fan-girling when Roxas said "No one would miss me." And Axel goes "That's not true. I would." And I'm like "AKUROKU!!!!!! 8O" And I secretly desire Sora's clothes! XD
And since that's pretty much all I did... this won't be a long entry. XD I got more info for the club and sent out another email and did my usual online stuff.. Nothing exciting.
Today I have three quizzes. Math's quiz over chapter 2 I hope will be ok. I know what kind of problems there will be, I just hope I remember all the processes involved in how to solve them. :| Then I have a syllabus quiz in Humanities. I've read the whole thing and I am not sure which parts he will cover. (There's calendar that takes up 2 of the 20 pages, will he cover dates? And yes, it really is 20 pages long!) I think I'll be good there.. Then Biology, over chapter 1 and up to page 27. Mostly bold terms and stuff he's written on the board. Easy. :3
For the past week, I have felt incrdibly uninspired. I can't draw (nothing new there), I can't sew, I can't craft... I mean, I painted okey dokey in art.. But that was prompted. I can't seem to do anything on my own and it sucks. I feel as though I'm sitting in an empty, solid white room that I'd love to decorate, but there's no doors or windows in which I can get out to go get supplies. Not the greatest analogy, I know, but that's the best I've got.
Is it because of school? Is it because I hardly see any of 1 of 2 of my social circles (work)? (My other social circle is made up of people I see at Steven's.) I'm not lonely, but I'm not seeing my friends as often now. Had they been inspiring me? Possibly.
I'm so ready to draw again.. So sew this big project together.. To break out wire and do chainmail.. To do something artsy or whatever, but I can't find the motivation. Sure, "Because I want to!" is a good reason, but it lacks drive.
Crap. Crap, crap, crap. It's already 9:37. I gotta get ready to leave for class. Later.
And since that's pretty much all I did... this won't be a long entry. XD I got more info for the club and sent out another email and did my usual online stuff.. Nothing exciting.
Today I have three quizzes. Math's quiz over chapter 2 I hope will be ok. I know what kind of problems there will be, I just hope I remember all the processes involved in how to solve them. :| Then I have a syllabus quiz in Humanities. I've read the whole thing and I am not sure which parts he will cover. (There's calendar that takes up 2 of the 20 pages, will he cover dates? And yes, it really is 20 pages long!) I think I'll be good there.. Then Biology, over chapter 1 and up to page 27. Mostly bold terms and stuff he's written on the board. Easy. :3
For the past week, I have felt incrdibly uninspired. I can't draw (nothing new there), I can't sew, I can't craft... I mean, I painted okey dokey in art.. But that was prompted. I can't seem to do anything on my own and it sucks. I feel as though I'm sitting in an empty, solid white room that I'd love to decorate, but there's no doors or windows in which I can get out to go get supplies. Not the greatest analogy, I know, but that's the best I've got.
Is it because of school? Is it because I hardly see any of 1 of 2 of my social circles (work)? (My other social circle is made up of people I see at Steven's.) I'm not lonely, but I'm not seeing my friends as often now. Had they been inspiring me? Possibly.
I'm so ready to draw again.. So sew this big project together.. To break out wire and do chainmail.. To do something artsy or whatever, but I can't find the motivation. Sure, "Because I want to!" is a good reason, but it lacks drive.
Crap. Crap, crap, crap. It's already 9:37. I gotta get ready to leave for class. Later.