Broken Promise to myself
I promised myself that I would always take "good risks", be brave, speak my mind when I knew it was right, say and do everything I want to, always live life to the fullest and always tell people who are important in my life how I feel about them.
These days I feel that somehow I've slipped away from all of that. It's so hard to be told to "just do it" "don't think about it" "you're thinking too much" "you never know until you try" oh cliches!
It's so hard to put yourself out like that, to open yourself up, knowing all you might get in the end is pain.
I'm not sure if I'm strong enough for all that, but today I was reading random blogs and I was reminded (of something I never should have forgotten), life is too short and you never want things to be left unsaid.
So I promise myself, and all of you, that I will try, for real this time.
-Ceci
These days I feel that somehow I've slipped away from all of that. It's so hard to be told to "just do it" "don't think about it" "you're thinking too much" "you never know until you try" oh cliches!
It's so hard to put yourself out like that, to open yourself up, knowing all you might get in the end is pain.
I'm not sure if I'm strong enough for all that, but today I was reading random blogs and I was reminded (of something I never should have forgotten), life is too short and you never want things to be left unsaid.
So I promise myself, and all of you, that I will try, for real this time.
-Ceci