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He says,"hello, your finally not wearing basketball shorts."
She says,"ha, its a bar whattda ya know."
She turns away.
He offers a drink.
She says "hmm let me think." and gives him a grin.
***what they really say in there head.***
He goes " think of something to say anything."
she thinks "fuck its really him next to me. be calm be calm."
He goes " damn you idiot dont say that ...hurry ask her if she wants a drink before she thinks your a jerk."
She thinks." be sly be whitty...and for god sakes dont look too interested."
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Am I ready, to just let it all go.
How do I prepare myself again.
To not think about the fall.
The fall: the hurt, the bruises, the scars, and everything else that goes along with it.
If im not willing to fall a few times, how can i ever find what i am really looking for.
How do i let him near, when all i have inside is just fear.
I think i just need to close my eyes and Jump.
She says,"ha, its a bar whattda ya know."
She turns away.
He offers a drink.
She says "hmm let me think." and gives him a grin.
***what they really say in there head.***
He goes " think of something to say anything."
she thinks "fuck its really him next to me. be calm be calm."
He goes " damn you idiot dont say that ...hurry ask her if she wants a drink before she thinks your a jerk."
She thinks." be sly be whitty...and for god sakes dont look too interested."
******************************************
Am I ready, to just let it all go.
How do I prepare myself again.
To not think about the fall.
The fall: the hurt, the bruises, the scars, and everything else that goes along with it.
If im not willing to fall a few times, how can i ever find what i am really looking for.
How do i let him near, when all i have inside is just fear.
I think i just need to close my eyes and Jump.