strange.....
Things are kinda weird now. I've started missing Galway already, although I'm soo excited to be home. And although my life back in Galway could have been made into a multi-million dollar chick flick, and it was kind of annoying and frustrating, I miss it a little. Can't the two lives just mold together? That'd be so much easier than having to leave it behind. I guess I got spoiled by not having to move for a long time....things are changing everywhere I look and I don't know if I'm ready for it. And I know I only think about this kind of stuff cuz I'm bored, because Tony's working all week and I have no car, but the thoughts are still there.....
And when I think about the future, I kinda get freaked out. I mean, I don't want to grow up and pay bills, and have to deal with things on my own. But at the same time, I'm kind of excited to start my own life and start teaching and whatnot....like I said before, it's weird. Lots of different things going through my head at the same time, lots of conflicting thoughts that contradict each other. I think once the next semester starts everything will be back to normal, and it'll be ok. I just miss the friends I got to know in Galway, I think. For some of them, though, I don't think it was a good-bye forever when I left, and hopefully I'll be seeing them again soon. Life seems to work itself in circles, so hopefully this is one of those instances.
It's harder to adjust than I thought it would be....and at the same time it's the easiest thing in the world to come home.....
And when I think about the future, I kinda get freaked out. I mean, I don't want to grow up and pay bills, and have to deal with things on my own. But at the same time, I'm kind of excited to start my own life and start teaching and whatnot....like I said before, it's weird. Lots of different things going through my head at the same time, lots of conflicting thoughts that contradict each other. I think once the next semester starts everything will be back to normal, and it'll be ok. I just miss the friends I got to know in Galway, I think. For some of them, though, I don't think it was a good-bye forever when I left, and hopefully I'll be seeing them again soon. Life seems to work itself in circles, so hopefully this is one of those instances.
It's harder to adjust than I thought it would be....and at the same time it's the easiest thing in the world to come home.....