Why....
Why do I have to care?
Why do you have to play that game?
Why do I turn around and you are always there?
Why can't I get over you?
Why do I have to like the shy guys?
Why doesnt things between you and I never work out?
I dont understand why I do this to myself.
It's always the same.
I like you... you like me... Your to afraid to make a move...
And I cant get close with out leaving myself to get hurt again.
I've done this so many times... yet I still dont learn
Hopeing what my parents said about guys was never true.
I dont let them know... what Im feeling.
I try hard to not let you see yet Im like an open book
Why do I care?
Why do you play that game?
Why do I see you every where?
Why do I have to think of you and all the what ifs?
Why do I have to like you, The shy, queit, funny, fun to be around guy like you?
Why doesnt things between me and you work out like they are suposed to be?
Why do cant I get over you?
These things always cross my mind
When I sleep I dream of you.
When Im at school your the only thing on my mind.
People ask why I'm so happy
I tell them for no reason...
But really Im thinking of the fun time that I shared with you.
Even though I might not be everything you want
but I'm here for you to see... to have...
The thing is I dont get Why...
Why you? Why now? Why did it happen like this?
I was thinking a lot today. Everything hasnt come together for me in a long time. For once in my life Im actually a little happy. My friends wonder why Im like this... And I have to think of why I am. I used to always say Why not. But then I thought that wasnt right to say when Im happy for once. People think of me as a gem... but i dont want to be a gem.... I want to be loved because of me. Maybe I'm not getting the whole picture... or maybe Im just being thick headed. What ever it is I want to know WHY!!! Why I think of you and my day just becomes so much better... even when hell just broke out! Some one please give me an answer.... or what you may think... Im so confused!
Why do you have to play that game?
Why do I turn around and you are always there?
Why can't I get over you?
Why do I have to like the shy guys?
Why doesnt things between you and I never work out?
I dont understand why I do this to myself.
It's always the same.
I like you... you like me... Your to afraid to make a move...
And I cant get close with out leaving myself to get hurt again.
I've done this so many times... yet I still dont learn
Hopeing what my parents said about guys was never true.
I dont let them know... what Im feeling.
I try hard to not let you see yet Im like an open book
Why do I care?
Why do you play that game?
Why do I see you every where?
Why do I have to think of you and all the what ifs?
Why do I have to like you, The shy, queit, funny, fun to be around guy like you?
Why doesnt things between me and you work out like they are suposed to be?
Why do cant I get over you?
These things always cross my mind
When I sleep I dream of you.
When Im at school your the only thing on my mind.
People ask why I'm so happy
I tell them for no reason...
But really Im thinking of the fun time that I shared with you.
Even though I might not be everything you want
but I'm here for you to see... to have...
The thing is I dont get Why...
Why you? Why now? Why did it happen like this?
I was thinking a lot today. Everything hasnt come together for me in a long time. For once in my life Im actually a little happy. My friends wonder why Im like this... And I have to think of why I am. I used to always say Why not. But then I thought that wasnt right to say when Im happy for once. People think of me as a gem... but i dont want to be a gem.... I want to be loved because of me. Maybe I'm not getting the whole picture... or maybe Im just being thick headed. What ever it is I want to know WHY!!! Why I think of you and my day just becomes so much better... even when hell just broke out! Some one please give me an answer.... or what you may think... Im so confused!