Clever trick...
So I've been reminded to update...so here it is I'm just gonna go out on tangents because hey its me.
I still haven't finished my book. I am one chapter away! One! and that's getting done either tonight after I get off here or tomorrow. Yay. I promise.
I was told to go into the military...it was part of a conversation about jobs. But when I said I couldn't do it my mouth gets me in trouble and I have a problem with authority, he told me it would be fixed.
My question is why would I want to fix the things that make me me? I love being a smart ass and most people laugh at it. I don't hurt anyone being a smart ass. So why fix it? If it makes me who I am than hell no I don't want to change it. I love who I am. I've come to realize this. And I won't change for anyone no matter what.
And me in the military...all I have to say is there are certain types of people. Those who can do the military thing, and those who can't. I fall in the can't. You would not want to give me a gun. I'm a clutz. It's a given. Give Trista a knife, or anything sharp, dangerous, lethal etc. she will hurt herself or others. I can be a soldier's wife but I can't be a soldier.
I've been thinking a lot about relationships lately. Mainly because I know people who are in relationships just because...they talk shit bout their significant other or act as if they are an accessory to their wardrobe. And I just wonder why they are with them in the first place.
See my take on relationships is if you see a future with that person than you should try to make it work. If you don't see a futrue with them than quit wasting yours and their time because I can almost guarantee the other feels differently about the relationship than you. So why prolong the agony?
Then again I don't understand people in the first place so yeah...
I had another guy who is trying to hook up with my friend, tell me he's a nice guy and why he's a nice guy again. Why does every guy who want my friends tell me what such a great guy they are? Do I look like I can be like "yo, you should hook up with him?" Because I have no say in my friend's relationships. That should be a given when people look at who my best friend is marrying. I don't like him but hell can't control that. So I ask you WTF?
My love life...still non-existent. I'm kinda in like with someone so off limits right now its not even funny. I'd get lectured to the tenth degree by everyone if I told who and what the situation is. And I don't feel like getting lectured. So let's just say I know its not gonna happen. But let me bask in my "see he's out their the perfect guy for me" type moment. It's just he's not so perfect because of some factors. It's just the I wish guy. We all have to have one. I just found mine.
I still haven't finished my book. I am one chapter away! One! and that's getting done either tonight after I get off here or tomorrow. Yay. I promise.
I was told to go into the military...it was part of a conversation about jobs. But when I said I couldn't do it my mouth gets me in trouble and I have a problem with authority, he told me it would be fixed.
My question is why would I want to fix the things that make me me? I love being a smart ass and most people laugh at it. I don't hurt anyone being a smart ass. So why fix it? If it makes me who I am than hell no I don't want to change it. I love who I am. I've come to realize this. And I won't change for anyone no matter what.
And me in the military...all I have to say is there are certain types of people. Those who can do the military thing, and those who can't. I fall in the can't. You would not want to give me a gun. I'm a clutz. It's a given. Give Trista a knife, or anything sharp, dangerous, lethal etc. she will hurt herself or others. I can be a soldier's wife but I can't be a soldier.
I've been thinking a lot about relationships lately. Mainly because I know people who are in relationships just because...they talk shit bout their significant other or act as if they are an accessory to their wardrobe. And I just wonder why they are with them in the first place.
See my take on relationships is if you see a future with that person than you should try to make it work. If you don't see a futrue with them than quit wasting yours and their time because I can almost guarantee the other feels differently about the relationship than you. So why prolong the agony?
Then again I don't understand people in the first place so yeah...
I had another guy who is trying to hook up with my friend, tell me he's a nice guy and why he's a nice guy again. Why does every guy who want my friends tell me what such a great guy they are? Do I look like I can be like "yo, you should hook up with him?" Because I have no say in my friend's relationships. That should be a given when people look at who my best friend is marrying. I don't like him but hell can't control that. So I ask you WTF?
My love life...still non-existent. I'm kinda in like with someone so off limits right now its not even funny. I'd get lectured to the tenth degree by everyone if I told who and what the situation is. And I don't feel like getting lectured. So let's just say I know its not gonna happen. But let me bask in my "see he's out their the perfect guy for me" type moment. It's just he's not so perfect because of some factors. It's just the I wish guy. We all have to have one. I just found mine.