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Yea, so i decided to read over my earlier entries from this year and last year and i learned i have awful grammer on this thing. That was just a realization, i don't plan to fix it though. i'm too lazy on this thing. I got really depressed reading over my fwf entries. i kinda just put fwf in the back of my mind. i really did love that camp and now i'm just leaving it without saying goodbye. i was gonna stay the last night of camp my last year. i told myself that this would be the year that would happen, but alas i'm not coming back which means that i never really put an end to camp.
i need to get myself pumped for Tanglewood, but what if i hate it. what if all these talented girls are snobby and i can't make any friends? ok, i mean , i guess i'm bond to make some friends...i hope.
i'm also gonna miss all the seniors. i really do love all the seniors. now i'm gonna be an upper classman. it seems so weird to me. i also hope the magnolia bond thing doesn't die. we all had breakfast every sunday, and know because there is some prom angst going on, a lot of the magnolias are drifting apart. i guess it was foolish of me to think that our bond would last.
well, atleast i'm still having a good year. i bought another pretty gown. lubin wanted me to have two which was fine with me, because i love dresses. i get to perform in trenton soon, thats cool. i'm assisstant directing a lot of really nifty oneacts. i sometimes worry that i'm giving the actors bad advice. i don't really feels so strong in my acting abilitie, especially in witty wittmaack's acting class. he's getting me kind of sick of...acting. which is kinda depressing. i think i just need to refuel over the summer. yea.
i need to get myself pumped for Tanglewood, but what if i hate it. what if all these talented girls are snobby and i can't make any friends? ok, i mean , i guess i'm bond to make some friends...i hope.
i'm also gonna miss all the seniors. i really do love all the seniors. now i'm gonna be an upper classman. it seems so weird to me. i also hope the magnolia bond thing doesn't die. we all had breakfast every sunday, and know because there is some prom angst going on, a lot of the magnolias are drifting apart. i guess it was foolish of me to think that our bond would last.
well, atleast i'm still having a good year. i bought another pretty gown. lubin wanted me to have two which was fine with me, because i love dresses. i get to perform in trenton soon, thats cool. i'm assisstant directing a lot of really nifty oneacts. i sometimes worry that i'm giving the actors bad advice. i don't really feels so strong in my acting abilitie, especially in witty wittmaack's acting class. he's getting me kind of sick of...acting. which is kinda depressing. i think i just need to refuel over the summer. yea.