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So, um. Sorry about that unexpected hiatus from pretty much everything. “But, Gids!” you’re thinking, “I never even noticed you absented yourself from the internet/the phone/life for over a week!” That’s cool, too. I kind of hardly noticed I was gone myself! But if you are extremely observant and noticed your inbox/flist/Twitter page/phone has been quiet, you might be wondering where I went, in which case I would tell you that I have been off quitting smoking.
No, that is not a typo and there is nothing wrong with your monitor. I am working on day eight without cigarettes, and I’m doing it without gums or patches or pills, and it fucking sucks pretty hardcore. It is kind of the biggest fucking suckfest ever, but I’m doing it, and I’m feeling markedly less homicidal on day eight than I was on day two or three, which I really think is progress! And I know you would all have been cheering me on, but the truth is, I was feeling very much “Shut up shut up shut up” and “Fuck you fuck you fuck you” about everyone and everything up until about Thursday, so posting here or commenting to your posts or replying to your Tweets or texts was likely not the best idea for keeping friendships intact because I kind of love you guys a lot, you know?
Nota Bene:
I WOULD STILL KILL IERO DEAD FOR THAT FUCKING CIGARETTE, I DON’T EVEN GIVE A FUCK. I mean. Hi, Frank!
No, that is not a typo and there is nothing wrong with your monitor. I am working on day eight without cigarettes, and I’m doing it without gums or patches or pills, and it fucking sucks pretty hardcore. It is kind of the biggest fucking suckfest ever, but I’m doing it, and I’m feeling markedly less homicidal on day eight than I was on day two or three, which I really think is progress! And I know you would all have been cheering me on, but the truth is, I was feeling very much “Shut up shut up shut up” and “Fuck you fuck you fuck you” about everyone and everything up until about Thursday, so posting here or commenting to your posts or replying to your Tweets or texts was likely not the best idea for keeping friendships intact because I kind of love you guys a lot, you know?
Nota Bene:
I WOULD STILL KILL IERO DEAD FOR THAT FUCKING CIGARETTE, I DON’T EVEN GIVE A FUCK. I mean. Hi, Frank!