random concern (or not really)

[gidahver]

this may sound emo and shit but right now, i'm afraid i'm incapable of falling for someone? :(

i mean i do get attracted but i'm having a hard time connecting.

maybe i haven't found the one yet.

or maybe it is indeed something you grow like they say.

whichever.

i just know it is still something i have yet to find out.

should i really be posting this? lol