Living in the Insomniac's Paradise
Man, I just cannot sleep anymore. And I was in bed by nine also, told Diane I couldn't speak to her tonight due to my sleepiness. Sigh. Perhaps I need a hobby, or to get more exercise?
After reading over my past livejournal entries, why didn't anyone tell me:
1. You're crazy
2. Your random thoughts are boring
3. You're obsessive
4. You think too much about grades
That's all I have for now, but it's late and I'm sleepy. I'm sure I'll think of more character flaws in the future. Haha. I wish highschool had been different in a lot of ways, and perhaps I wish that about college too. Life is too short to be spent on google, remembering a time that never was...
I wonder if any of us have changed. I talked to Kathayoon about this the other day and am still unsure. I hope to have evolved, but there are times when the mirror reminds all of us that different clothes, different degrees, different friends, different loves, different interests don't change a thing in the end. My old habits stalk me. I regret my regrets. And en route to work this AM, after watching "The Way we Were" the night before with Emily, I finally understood the title "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" -- I'm sure many of you figured it out much earlier, but it finally clicked into place. I fear going crazy and ruining my chances at happiness.
After reading over my past livejournal entries, why didn't anyone tell me:
1. You're crazy
2. Your random thoughts are boring
3. You're obsessive
4. You think too much about grades
That's all I have for now, but it's late and I'm sleepy. I'm sure I'll think of more character flaws in the future. Haha. I wish highschool had been different in a lot of ways, and perhaps I wish that about college too. Life is too short to be spent on google, remembering a time that never was...
I wonder if any of us have changed. I talked to Kathayoon about this the other day and am still unsure. I hope to have evolved, but there are times when the mirror reminds all of us that different clothes, different degrees, different friends, different loves, different interests don't change a thing in the end. My old habits stalk me. I regret my regrets. And en route to work this AM, after watching "The Way we Were" the night before with Emily, I finally understood the title "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" -- I'm sure many of you figured it out much earlier, but it finally clicked into place. I fear going crazy and ruining my chances at happiness.