Jun 07, 2004 16:52
I'm beginning to think I have a problem forming attachments. I wonder how my life would have been different if certain things were changed. I want to be a certain type of person, but a few major things in my life have made it nearly impossible.
I find myself despising ruts, and the same old things. I sometimes wonder whether I hate or love superficial relationships. Maybe I don't even know what one is, exactly.
Maybe I'm just extremely passive??
However, I still have academics, which have never seemed to be a problem. Doesn't everyone have one achilles heel that never seems to go right?