so bored
I'm so bored that I'm actually updating my livejournal.. I think it's only been about 6 months. I have so much homework I really just don't feel like doing it. High school is so overrated for me right now and I just want to be done with it, I don't care about my grades. I got into the college I wanted with a good scholarship, so screw school. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends, and I've met some of the most amazing people. But, I'm just sick of all the drama and backstabbing, especially at work. I feel like I can only trust a few people, and I feel like I'm losing touch with those people because I'm so busy all the time. I feel awful, but I need to work, and work gives me the shittiest hours. And when I finally get a day off, someone asks me to work for them and I can't turn them down because I need the money. So when I'm not working, I'm at musical practice. Which is also fun, but not the same without Megan and Lauren. It's crazy without them. I love having Ju and Renee, but they, especially lauren, have been with me the past 3 years and I was really looking forward to our last one together. I'm proud of them for not being pressured into doing it from Mrs. Sill, but I just can't stand it. So I'm basically surrounding myself with fake, backtalking, people and it's driving me nuts. I just want summer to come. FJKLASDJKASDFJKLASDJKASD.