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Why is life so confusing. I swear i am gonna become a lesbian. Guys are just trouble and i mean they do have dicks and all which are
amazing for sex but they are just assholes and treat girls like shit. Girls are hot and know how to treat girls b/c they are one
themselves. Some times i really think it would just be better to be lesbian and
not have to deal with guys relationships so yeah idk. I miss elk grove. Well a week from today i am leaving for italy. I hope its gonna be fun and COOLEST Maybe i will even meet some hott italiano boys there and have a little
bit of fun and ya never know. It will be good tho and for me to get away from here and time to think
about what i want or who i want. I just want some1 who i can have a stable relationship and be wit5h
for awhile and know that will be there and care for me no matter
what. Every1 knows that i am not easy to deal with and i wish i had some1
who understood. Well anyways i talked to chris rowe and mikey yesterday. I miss them so much. I miss last summer with them and pen. Last year. I miss chris alot i talked to him alot last nite and i rreally want to
hang out with him so i hope we can. I need to get a job so i can get my license and go out there. Fred and i are actually getting along today which makes me feel good
cuz i liked what him and i had. I know it will never be the same, but atleast he and i can be friends
again and i hope. But yeah i got to wright a 3 page paper so i got to run! Later all...
amazing for sex but they are just assholes and treat girls like shit. Girls are hot and know how to treat girls b/c they are one
themselves. Some times i really think it would just be better to be lesbian and
not have to deal with guys relationships so yeah idk. I miss elk grove. Well a week from today i am leaving for italy. I hope its gonna be fun and COOLEST Maybe i will even meet some hott italiano boys there and have a little
bit of fun and ya never know. It will be good tho and for me to get away from here and time to think
about what i want or who i want. I just want some1 who i can have a stable relationship and be wit5h
for awhile and know that will be there and care for me no matter
what. Every1 knows that i am not easy to deal with and i wish i had some1
who understood. Well anyways i talked to chris rowe and mikey yesterday. I miss them so much. I miss last summer with them and pen. Last year. I miss chris alot i talked to him alot last nite and i rreally want to
hang out with him so i hope we can. I need to get a job so i can get my license and go out there. Fred and i are actually getting along today which makes me feel good
cuz i liked what him and i had. I know it will never be the same, but atleast he and i can be friends
again and i hope. But yeah i got to wright a 3 page paper so i got to run! Later all...