you make me me

[gibster_55]

brandon this entry is for you. the past nine months i have dedicated my life to you and tryin to keep us together. You dont know how bad it hurt to move out here and be away from you and there was nothing i could do to stop it. I have tried with all my heart to bring you back to me and it just hasnt seemed to work. You have a new life with new

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[gibster_55]

you know what brandon its not. its true and i said it from my heart. i cant and dont want to change how my heart feels. i love the way it feels being with you, no1 has ever made me feel the way you do. theres not one minute that goes by that i dont miss you. You cant deny my feelings for you, its probably one of the only if not the only thing i actually know and am sure of. Theres not much more i can do to prove to you i love you i dont knwo what you want from me. i love you, i really do an ur one of the few people i can say that to and mean it. please just think about things. i know you say you live each day like its your last, do you really want today to end like this...you only live once and i know that so think about what is happening to us. Remember when i ran away and u came to get me? you cant tell me that you didnt feel that feeling of i dont know how to even describe it, so ill just say a feelign like nothign could go wrong and that we are were meant to be. well i still feel that way even when i just see a picture. can u honestly, and i mean honestly tell me that you really think i dont love you? so brandon live each day like its your last, wiht no regrets, but just remember me and that i am still here.
love always~NH