why isit that i fell like the newspaper lining a bird cage

[gibster_55]

well this weekend was a blow cept ofr being with brandon all weekend and him sleeping over fri and sat nite. i love that kis os much i wish he would just realize it. well ive alos noticed somethign else soemtimes the only reason people come into and then leave our lives is to teach us a lesson or makes us see something. it may be hard to do but hey it happens to every1. for me it was butch, for brandon maybe it was jen and so on and so forth. these people teach us lessons that make us who we are and let us see that. So butch thanks for showing me how much brandon really does mean to me and that its up to me to fix things with my parents, oh and that im too gullible and people like you can just use that against me. I will always care for you. Well anyways today i saw the grudge and that was creepy as fuck. whats with the kid meowing and that weird noise that chick was making....strange. well my surgery if for sure on nov 3 at nw suburban hospital. tis gonna suck a have to have a cast for 6 weeks then physical therepay. oh what a joy. I had a neat conversation with dave today. that kid rocks and i dont think i could stand huntley without him. My ankle fucking hurts so much. well enough of my nonsense.

todays..:
high: seeing my dad
low: realizing that some1 i cared so much about could give a shit less about me