Lets bring in the new year
As a new year occurs we often times reflect on our past years and how things have changed and are going to change. For me, I have had a very maturing year. I have grown so much and learned new things.
The HARDEST PARTS- knowing the majority of my friends are graduating this year...damnit
- experiencing people growing and leaving you behind
- feeling hurt and betrayed by untrue rumors or by mis-direction
- knowing everything you have accomplished this year will not count for it is a new year
The SWEETER PARTS- you have grown..you have become a part of nature's cycle of change
- knowing you can make this year count over all of the others
- experience new heart throbs and unfortunately heart breaks
- being able to celebrate a new year all over again
This journal has to be the deepest entry of my archives...i am not truely intouch with myself for the only reason it is 2:16 in the morning. I cannot sleep though. I have been hit with the bitter sweet memories of this past year. I could have never imagined such a wonderful friendship turning into a bitter end as the year ends. Sorry that prolly didn't make sense, but just let me kno if you need more. Unfortunately, this is what distance does to people...it not only physically rips them apart but it emotionally detatches them. That is why my resolution for this new year is to break that tendancy and stay in touch...i have learned to keep trying and eventually you will have your say. I am going to enjoy these last monthes with my close friends that will be scattering across the united states because of college. My advice to you is to embrace the new year because every day of that year counts and it can influence the outcome of next year.
MY BIGGEST FEAR: Growing up too fast..please enjoy your youth!!
The HARDEST PARTS- knowing the majority of my friends are graduating this year...damnit
- experiencing people growing and leaving you behind
- feeling hurt and betrayed by untrue rumors or by mis-direction
- knowing everything you have accomplished this year will not count for it is a new year
The SWEETER PARTS- you have grown..you have become a part of nature's cycle of change
- knowing you can make this year count over all of the others
- experience new heart throbs and unfortunately heart breaks
- being able to celebrate a new year all over again
This journal has to be the deepest entry of my archives...i am not truely intouch with myself for the only reason it is 2:16 in the morning. I cannot sleep though. I have been hit with the bitter sweet memories of this past year. I could have never imagined such a wonderful friendship turning into a bitter end as the year ends. Sorry that prolly didn't make sense, but just let me kno if you need more. Unfortunately, this is what distance does to people...it not only physically rips them apart but it emotionally detatches them. That is why my resolution for this new year is to break that tendancy and stay in touch...i have learned to keep trying and eventually you will have your say. I am going to enjoy these last monthes with my close friends that will be scattering across the united states because of college. My advice to you is to embrace the new year because every day of that year counts and it can influence the outcome of next year.
MY BIGGEST FEAR: Growing up too fast..please enjoy your youth!!