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The following rant should not be read by anyone. If one still desires to read it, go ahead. I will refuse to elaborate on anything in this post, and there is a possiblity that this post will cease to exist at a unknown time.
Am I doing the right thing? I don't know anymore. I really don't. I am personally fucking up my life more and more as the days and nights alternate. On Wednesday, I have relocated from Palo Alto to Santa Clarita. From there, the next step in the plan is to save up money for the move to Oklahoma.
I'm living with one individual I love considerably, and one would expect that all is well due to that circumstance. Unfortunately, the last month of our so called relationship has been filled more bickering than joy. I really do fear for our future. If this problem doesn't get resolved, I am going to be in a load of trouble.
Fuck, I really should be happy. After all, there are many individuals that would kill to be in my position. Goddamn it. I really do hate my life. Wah.
The only soothing thing I have left is my music. I have aliented majority of those who cares for me to a degree at this moment. Hurrah for me.
Am I doing the right thing? I don't know anymore. I really don't. I am personally fucking up my life more and more as the days and nights alternate. On Wednesday, I have relocated from Palo Alto to Santa Clarita. From there, the next step in the plan is to save up money for the move to Oklahoma.
I'm living with one individual I love considerably, and one would expect that all is well due to that circumstance. Unfortunately, the last month of our so called relationship has been filled more bickering than joy. I really do fear for our future. If this problem doesn't get resolved, I am going to be in a load of trouble.
Fuck, I really should be happy. After all, there are many individuals that would kill to be in my position. Goddamn it. I really do hate my life. Wah.
The only soothing thing I have left is my music. I have aliented majority of those who cares for me to a degree at this moment. Hurrah for me.