WO
I spent my first full day with my father in four years
He wasn't gone. We never had a bad relationship. I was just never there.
He is going to John Hopkins today for the most serious surgery of his life
and I might never see him again.
I wish that you could just cry, and be mad and take things out on whatever you wanted
without someone getting offended, or being so uncaring, thinking it's something THEY did...
To understand emotional breakdowns, and letting it out
not act like it's something to be cured, just get over, it's not that bad...
That understands I yell because I'm comfortable, I forget simple things because I can't shake it
Because without this sadness I could never understand the reason
I need to pass this guilt.
Just someone to listen, speak no advice
Hold me tightly and wait till the moment passes.
Just grab me when I walk instead of walking by it
Hold me so tight, and I'll try and get out
but they keep holding because they know that's all I need.
I have a warehouse with a good man.
I was sitting for my last time being hungover at Coffee Co
Right then and there I made a choice to do what I needed to do.
Now I have a name on a piece of paper that defines this time in my life.
This is beyond me, and what I have dreamed
I MUST do this, I must make it.
I must prove myself wrong
I must get over this fear of success that has made me a dreamer.
I must know that I have everything I need to furfill my happiness
right in front of my face, and in the eyes of the faces I love.
I always wanted to be there for everyone, always do whatever I could
and this whole time I wasn't there when I was needed the most
For the first time in my life,
I truly understand
I must change
...everything is going to change
He wasn't gone. We never had a bad relationship. I was just never there.
He is going to John Hopkins today for the most serious surgery of his life
and I might never see him again.
I wish that you could just cry, and be mad and take things out on whatever you wanted
without someone getting offended, or being so uncaring, thinking it's something THEY did...
To understand emotional breakdowns, and letting it out
not act like it's something to be cured, just get over, it's not that bad...
That understands I yell because I'm comfortable, I forget simple things because I can't shake it
Because without this sadness I could never understand the reason
I need to pass this guilt.
Just someone to listen, speak no advice
Hold me tightly and wait till the moment passes.
Just grab me when I walk instead of walking by it
Hold me so tight, and I'll try and get out
but they keep holding because they know that's all I need.
I have a warehouse with a good man.
I was sitting for my last time being hungover at Coffee Co
Right then and there I made a choice to do what I needed to do.
Now I have a name on a piece of paper that defines this time in my life.
This is beyond me, and what I have dreamed
I MUST do this, I must make it.
I must prove myself wrong
I must get over this fear of success that has made me a dreamer.
I must know that I have everything I need to furfill my happiness
right in front of my face, and in the eyes of the faces I love.
I always wanted to be there for everyone, always do whatever I could
and this whole time I wasn't there when I was needed the most
For the first time in my life,
I truly understand
I must change
...everything is going to change