I just don't know anymore.

Jul 07, 2005 17:00

I feel like I am stuck between being a grown-up and being a kid. Like I just can't quite make the transition. Does anyone have any idea what I mean?

I have NOT been getting along with my family as of late. The person I have the biggest problem with at the moment is my brother.

I don't feel like doing anything anymore. I don't want to do the work to get the things that I want. I just want it to happen. This is mostly because I have no patience when it comes to these sort of things.

So I saw this guy last night that I swear I have at least seen before. I would normally just pay it no mind but he swears he knows me too. He looks so familiar but he just turned 18 so I am not too sure how I would've known him. And he doesn't have any older siblings. It is going to bug me.

I'm thinking that I want a tatoo. For real. I just don't know where to put it and I can't decide what I want. I am pretty indecisive about certain things.

I am seriously thinking about finding a full time job and moving out. Even if I have to leave my dogs behind for now. I don't know if I can live in the same house as my brother anymore. He is just such a miserable person among many, many other things.

Well, I think I will go run to the store now. The cat needs food and I need to get out of the house.
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