May 07, 2005 10:46
Karaoke last night was fun, even though I suck. I haven't done karaoke in over a month and my allergies have been acting up, so I sounded like shit.
I really want to go on vacation soon. I just want to go up north to the house my grandparents have up there. But I need someone to come with me. It really wounldn't cost that much...we would only have to buy a few groceries and that's it. The house is right on a lake and we have a boat. I miss it up there and in the next few years it may not be anymore. You should go with me.
Everyone in my house is sleeping. Even the dogs and the cat are sleeping. Why am I awake then? Oh yeah...because, when I am actually able to sleep I have the most f***ed up dreams ever. I wake up wondering how my mind is capable of thinking such strange things.
There has been a lot on my mind. I haven't really talked to anyone about the things I've been thinking about because I just don't know what to say. All I know is that I am once again confused about a lot of things.
I'm not really sure what's going on today. There was talk of karaoke and the possibility of me and Tracy hanging out. My mom said we needed to go shopping early this morning. Considering that she is still asleep, I don't think that's going to happen. There are a few things I need to get done around the house and I should probably take my dogs for a walk at some point in the day.
I don't know what I want anymore...and I'm not sure if I ever knew.