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Grr...i hate being so stinking shy! idk how im ever gonna get married if im too stinkin shy to even talk to [guy of my dreams] even though i see him almost everyday. Blah....and if i ever end up geting over my shyness it'll be too late and he'll be graduated and stuff and it sucks. it just really bothers me....he was playing poker today during rehearsal and he had me sit next to him and gave me some of his poker chips and stuff and i was like ahhhhh i wish he was telepathic so he'd know how i feel about him but blah. (yeah nichole you probably know who it is now that i said that but sshh) Okay whatever.
Oh yeah and i also decided that i my goal for next year is to get over my fear of dances and dresses and my self-conciousness (if thats a word) and just go to a friggen dance cuz I was told i'm missing out on a lot. (And i'm sure it beats babysitting on a friday night) So yeah i gotta work on that. =P
Oh yeah and i also decided that i my goal for next year is to get over my fear of dances and dresses and my self-conciousness (if thats a word) and just go to a friggen dance cuz I was told i'm missing out on a lot. (And i'm sure it beats babysitting on a friday night) So yeah i gotta work on that. =P