..he played knick knack on my door...

Feb 27, 2007 16:56

The Brian Regan show was amazing! A+++ he's awesome! I haven't been feeling well this week so I also haven't been doing much and I've still felt extra tired. Last weekend I went shopping with Becky - it was a lot of fun. I bought a new pair of pretty sexy sandals..
Yeah, I'm excited to wear them. So much so that I even had a dream the other night that it was nice out; So when I woke up I was very enthusiastic and thought "yayy! I can wear my sandals today." But it turned out it was gloomy, cold and slushy outside so yeah, that didn't happen.
Sushi with the girls was great, except for one friend that just hasn't been very nice lately :/ i kind of figured everyone would at least try to get along especially while having a birthday dinner for someone, and everyone was..except for the one person who just didn't give a shit. oh well :/ i don't think she realized she was being mean - but it was pretty obvious to everyone else..

I had a meeting that was career-related with my AL250 professor. It went really well and I was in a good mood all day because of it. She asked about where I was thinking of living when I graduated (in order to narrow down my occupational searches geographically). I told her that I was hoping Michigan and then said something pretty unexpected...
I said that I had been dating the same guy for almost three years...and because of that, Alaska was also a big possibility. I was okay with it at the time. But whenever I start thinking about it - I'm not sure. I think I still love Kyle...I especially feel like it when I'm spending time with him. But when I'm not, it just gives me more time to reflect on things and remember things that made me mad and I know that's not fair - but I can't help it...and it's not fair to me either. I kind of even feel like I don't care about the relationship as much as I used to. But I'm hoping that helps me enjoy it more and be more laidback about it, instead of worrying and overanalyzing things. We'll just have to see where it goes..

I'm open to anything right now..
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