Nov 01, 2006 03:39
tonite was normal....went to class at 5:15, got out at 6:45...hung out in blanton.....at 10 i went home, got dressed and then went to the pike house...ive been having a rough few days, so i felt like drinkin and havin a good time...i played some pong, hung out, a few girls came over...overall it was a good time...
lately ive been coming to the conclusion that i really have to start following situations up....ill start something, or start talkin to someone, or start to see someone, and then not pursue the situation as it develops, i just get borrrrrrrrrrrrred...its all good, i really havent regretted any of it at all, nor have i been losing any fun over it, but i cant help thinkin .."what if i did build on these situations???." Maybe things would be a little different, i dunno... Besides, its time to try something new. ive been so bored with things lately...
already bored of the new girl from msu (sorry..........) it sucks, but i just cant find anyone i have a lot in common with...at first, im all for it, i like her, shes attractive, cool, or whatever, but after a week, maybe two, i just cant be interested in any conversation..... i try, i really do...i always treat the girl right, do what i normally do, but i just cant say ive met a girl lately that i would be able to bring home to mommy lol....like i said, its gonna take a special kind of woman to pull that off....however, maybe i just expect too much...its almost like, if i find the right girl, shes gonna be taken, or a lesbian, lol....
maybe im just not the girlfriend type...never was...maybe im just supposed to be single...i guess ill know when it comes around...
everything happens for a reason...when i meet a girl and i think i like her, but shes taken, a lesbian, or just not interested in me, it was probably never meant to be...we shall see...i mean, if i had met this girl already, she would have had the same feeling, right????....i mean, if someone really was interested in me, or felt like wed be a decent pair, or like we had a decent chance, shed say something, right??, hahaha...maybe...
lol, i think too much into it, i guess......bottom line, im ripped, thinking out loud...whatever...
im gonna go to sleep...
comment maybe?, anonymous lol
joe