I'm Not Just Saying, I am Complaining
This is bad. I just spent the last few minutes updating my resume and sending out online applications. This time I took it seriously. In the past, I was just trying to assess my market value but now I took the time to revise and edit my CV. I was in it for the kill.
I don't know. I just feel terribly exhausted by the time I come home from work everyday. I've worked longer days before and the workload is even heavier but I've never felt this tired. For the past 6 weeks, I've been handling back to back one-week classes. I used to find it challenging. Now that I have learned the trick to make my trainees certify in 4-5 days, it's just tiring, repetitive, and to be honest, it's starting to become boring.
This vicious cycle leaves me uninspired. I wake up everyday and I always think of the excitement of skipping work. However, I'm a sissy, so I end up dragging my ass to work anyway.
I badly need something to inspire me. A new module maybe, a longer class, a different challenge, even other responsibilities. Or better yet, give me a raise. Something... to break... the monotony.
I don't know. I just feel terribly exhausted by the time I come home from work everyday. I've worked longer days before and the workload is even heavier but I've never felt this tired. For the past 6 weeks, I've been handling back to back one-week classes. I used to find it challenging. Now that I have learned the trick to make my trainees certify in 4-5 days, it's just tiring, repetitive, and to be honest, it's starting to become boring.
This vicious cycle leaves me uninspired. I wake up everyday and I always think of the excitement of skipping work. However, I'm a sissy, so I end up dragging my ass to work anyway.
I badly need something to inspire me. A new module maybe, a longer class, a different challenge, even other responsibilities. Or better yet, give me a raise. Something... to break... the monotony.