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So anyway the last few days have been a bit shit. Working all weekend sucks, as does getting up early, and by the time I get home I don't have my usual postive vibe thing going on, where I'm always right and everything works out for itself. I'm just buggered.
Anyway I want... er what? I lost what I was thinking about. Fuck.
Anyway, lets talk about something else.. like.... oh, what I've been doing lately or something. Well working a lot, doing Karate twice a week, sleeping, a bit of drinking. I want to go out more, I feel like I'm missing out, bout NooooOOOoooo I have to work.
Not only that, but when you're me, bad things happen. Anyone who knows me will know that bad and funny things happen to me all the time. Catching a friend on fire, cathing the same friends swag on fire, cuts and scratches constantly. It's not like they are serious, they are well... funny I guess. Like when one of my mates snap my arm in two places in year 10. People STILL tease me about it. Or when I drift off into space while at work and one of the managers gets one of the kids I was supposed to be teaching to poke me awake.
I don't mean to day dream, but FUCK. Just because I dreamed all though high school (like, full on fell asleep) and drift off into nothingness at work all the time, (It happens so often that one of the managers calls it 'Alec World' followed by every fucking person there now :P) doesn't mean I don't deserve to have people NOT TURN UP ON MY FUCKING SHIFT.
Like really, I dont like working two peoples shift. It happens every weekend up to the point where I no longer expect that whatever kid is on that he's simply not going to turn up and prepare myself to work twice as hard as normal.
Bah, whatever - at least I get the praise I deserve, and I keep telling the managers that I'm better then all the kids there anyway. They are starting to agree with me :P Apparently I'm well like there anyway, because I'm the clumsy funny idiot who's always helping and being nice while having a sense of humour about it all.
You know, it could be worse.
Everything could be worse. But right now, at this very moment, I'm liking it.
Don't ask me why, but these bad, often ironic things that happen. I like them. They happen to me because I AM me.
And you know what?
I wouldn't have it any other way.
Anyway I want... er what? I lost what I was thinking about. Fuck.
Anyway, lets talk about something else.. like.... oh, what I've been doing lately or something. Well working a lot, doing Karate twice a week, sleeping, a bit of drinking. I want to go out more, I feel like I'm missing out, bout NooooOOOoooo I have to work.
Not only that, but when you're me, bad things happen. Anyone who knows me will know that bad and funny things happen to me all the time. Catching a friend on fire, cathing the same friends swag on fire, cuts and scratches constantly. It's not like they are serious, they are well... funny I guess. Like when one of my mates snap my arm in two places in year 10. People STILL tease me about it. Or when I drift off into space while at work and one of the managers gets one of the kids I was supposed to be teaching to poke me awake.
I don't mean to day dream, but FUCK. Just because I dreamed all though high school (like, full on fell asleep) and drift off into nothingness at work all the time, (It happens so often that one of the managers calls it 'Alec World' followed by every fucking person there now :P) doesn't mean I don't deserve to have people NOT TURN UP ON MY FUCKING SHIFT.
Like really, I dont like working two peoples shift. It happens every weekend up to the point where I no longer expect that whatever kid is on that he's simply not going to turn up and prepare myself to work twice as hard as normal.
Bah, whatever - at least I get the praise I deserve, and I keep telling the managers that I'm better then all the kids there anyway. They are starting to agree with me :P Apparently I'm well like there anyway, because I'm the clumsy funny idiot who's always helping and being nice while having a sense of humour about it all.
You know, it could be worse.
Everything could be worse. But right now, at this very moment, I'm liking it.
Don't ask me why, but these bad, often ironic things that happen. I like them. They happen to me because I AM me.
And you know what?
I wouldn't have it any other way.