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[giacona]

some people have a gift of reaching right into your soul,
and finding the hole,
and making it bigger.
baby, sometimes i think i catch ya crackin' cynical smiles,
and in a short while
you’ll be my heart’s grave digger.
well there’s not much i can do
'cause i’m at the mercy of you.
so baby, i guess we’re through.

nah, i'm really not upset as the song implies. but really, if i had a dollar bill for every time i've been wrong...

tonight was so much fun! i sang on stage with hypnophonic twice :).
sami and feef really like my singing voice.
the former is pretty cute, the only guy i'd consider getting with besides ray, of course...
too bad both of them are off limits.

i just realized today that for the past almost two weeks i've been living for the day at hand.
don't really let my mood yesterday affect today, regardless of how happy and/or sad,
and i just kinda... float through it.
it's not a very nice float.

wake up, get dressed, trudge, learn, laugh, eat, stand and wait, get home somehow, work, loaf, sleep.

i'm not feeling very young these days.

- helen.