1) Because you're begging for a stroke of good luck and chance that hasn't graced your recent pursuits.
2) Truth is, most of the time I'm a pretty happy individual. It's strange, Problems hit when I start thinking too much. When I allow my skewed vision of myself to hit me too close to home, let my fears act upon me and relinquish myself to the darkness, to my addictions.
1) My frients. My family. A dream of love. A hope for happiness.
2) There have been too many of those moments to pick just one. So many awe inspiring occurances. Sunrises, sunsets, watching the moon, feeling loved, dancing in the darkness of my club amidst friends and strangers. Watching the snow drift across frozen fields as the song I never knew I needed to hear came across the radio. Late night poetry readings with my best friend. Driving through zombie fogs down the vicious winding road. The ocean at midnight.
3) I want to kiss a certain someone. I want to hear his stories. I want to know his skin and his mind. I want to love myself so that I can love maybe him.
4) I want to become great. I want to find a lucrative and enjoyable career that will make me happy. I want to get married and have children. I want to travel. I want to find a cure for this disease.
5) Timing is everything. Circumstance is everything. I believe in synchronicity.
What is it about love that can make life r0x0r 50 h4rd even when 90% of life seems totally piss-ant?
Why is it that Starbucks is named after Ahab's first mate, yet has some sort of stylised mermaid-thing for a logo?
Why do I love fish sticks so much but mostly despise canned tuna?
Why do only half the invitees ever show for the parties I throw?
How's school/work/home/love going for you?
907 4ny ch3353?
How have I not heard anything from you since October? (WTF? I remember when you would post four times a day! That was cool, even if I did whine about it edging out everyone else on my friends page. Not that I have any room to talk, what with how often I post. Hope busy keeps you sane or happy or - *GASP* - both.)
And just one more... Is there any Corona left in that fridge?
1) Love is the greatest force in the world. Love is the most beautiful, amazing, powerful, healing concept that I can (barely) comprehend or imagine. It is everything. Love is God.
2) They both have to do with the ocean. Plus, mermaids need espresso. bad.
3) Different types of seafood, apples and oranges, man. I'm not a big fan of tuna myself, but I have a deep and powerful adoration for salmon and orange roughy, as well as most types of sushi.
4) You should be glad the ther half doesn't show. They'd only bring the energy down.
5) School = School...zzz..zzz.. Work = I need a fucking raise...actually, I just need a new job. Home - I love my family to life but they drive me crazy. Love... - What a frightening topic.
6) |\|0...d0 j00 907 50m3?
7) I've been in and out of a pit of dispair. I'm hard to hunt down, or so they tell me. I myspace too much. I have also been of the opinion that I don't have much to say..really.
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Why aren't you happy?
What is the square root of a goldfish?
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2) Truth is, most of the time I'm a pretty happy individual. It's strange, Problems hit when I start thinking too much. When I allow my skewed vision of myself to hit me too close to home, let my fears act upon me and relinquish myself to the darkness, to my addictions.
3) 17.545
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Heart racing, mind pounding, fumbling and listening for parental footsteps.
My first time being fucked?
It was rape. It was dark. Violent. Loud. It tears at my soul even now.
My first time relinquishing myself to another person willingly?
The room smelled like marijuana, cigarettes. I felt numb, but it was enjoyable.
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2) There have been too many of those moments to pick just one. So many awe inspiring occurances. Sunrises, sunsets, watching the moon, feeling loved, dancing in the darkness of my club amidst friends and strangers. Watching the snow drift across frozen fields as the song I never knew I needed to hear came across the radio. Late night poetry readings with my best friend. Driving through zombie fogs down the vicious winding road. The ocean at midnight.
3) I want to kiss a certain someone. I want to hear his stories. I want to know his skin and his mind. I want to love myself so that I can love maybe him.
4) I want to become great. I want to find a lucrative and enjoyable career that will make me happy. I want to get married and have children. I want to travel. I want to find a cure for this disease.
5) Timing is everything. Circumstance is everything. I believe in synchronicity.
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Why is it that Starbucks is named after Ahab's first mate, yet has some sort of stylised mermaid-thing for a logo?
Why do I love fish sticks so much but mostly despise canned tuna?
Why do only half the invitees ever show for the parties I throw?
How's school/work/home/love going for you?
907 4ny ch3353?
How have I not heard anything from you since October?
(WTF? I remember when you would post four times a day! That was cool, even if I did whine about it edging out everyone else on my friends page. Not that I have any room to talk, what with how often I post. Hope busy keeps you sane or happy or - *GASP* - both.)
And just one more...
Is there any Corona left in that fridge?
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2) They both have to do with the ocean. Plus, mermaids need espresso. bad.
3) Different types of seafood, apples and oranges, man. I'm not a big fan of tuna myself, but I have a deep and powerful adoration for salmon and orange roughy, as well as most types of sushi.
4) You should be glad the ther half doesn't show. They'd only bring the energy down.
5) School = School...zzz..zzz.. Work = I need a fucking raise...actually, I just need a new job. Home - I love my family to life but they drive me crazy.
Love... - What a frightening topic.
6) |\|0...d0 j00 907 50m3?
7) I've been in and out of a pit of dispair. I'm hard to hunt down, or so they tell me. I myspace too much. I have also been of the opinion that I don't have much to say..really.
8) nope.
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When are you coming to visit? ;)
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