Why am I so emotional?
Grr. I've been so emotional lately I'm getting emotional that I'm emotional!! Geez.
I wrote Michelle a letter yesterday basically saying that I was ready to end our friendship in words not just actions. So I asked her to do the same and basically she is childish if she chooses to play this little game with me. I'm gonna ignore you because I don't like you anymore, yeah that game. I hate that! Grr. It makes me mad. But anyways I feel I was the better person by explaining to her that if our friendship is over, just say it. Jarvis and I drove over to their apartment last night and he passed the letter to Mije. I only hope Mije gave it to her. I would be so pissed if I found out he didn't. She hasn't called me and I wrote her this letter last night, and I don't think it was one just anyone could brush off. It was a very intense letter. Boo on Michelle. BOO!
Anywho...
It's been a relaxing weekend besides me feeling sick. I haven't had to get up and go anywhere, I did it because I wanted to. And this morning, I don't have anything to do so I can relax, and go work out later.
Even though it is stressful at times that we don't have as much money as we'd like to right now, we've come a long way. I remember living in those so called "furnished apartments". ICK, ICK and more ICK! They were disgusting. If someone was smoking, the smoke would come through our vents. The bathroom had mold so bad everything was falling apart in there and the toilet didn't work. The cabinets in the living room/kitchen were falling off. The bed creeked every time we got in it. The sink for the bathroom was in the bedroom. Yeah, I'm sure you get the picture it was bad. Then we went and lived at Jim's house. That was nice. But nothing was ours so it was frustrating. Although we had some of our best times together at his house. Then we went to live with Danny. This wasn't near as bad as that other place. But again, nothing was ours. We had no bed to sleep in so we slept on an air mattress. All we had was a bedroom, we put our microwave in it. LOL. It wasn't bad but we still really wanted a place of our own. Now God has really blessed us by letting us get this apartment and a tv. I have my own kitchen all to myself. We have our own bathroom, with a sink in right place! We got two bedrooms which is really nice for the computer room. And if we have a baby (God help me if I do) we do have a room for it.
God has really blessed us. He's doing awesome things in our lives daily. I'm so sorry that I haven't been more grateful. I've really been concentrating on the bad things about my life but I really want and need to change that. I keep praying God will help me change.
That's all for now folks! :-p
I wrote Michelle a letter yesterday basically saying that I was ready to end our friendship in words not just actions. So I asked her to do the same and basically she is childish if she chooses to play this little game with me. I'm gonna ignore you because I don't like you anymore, yeah that game. I hate that! Grr. It makes me mad. But anyways I feel I was the better person by explaining to her that if our friendship is over, just say it. Jarvis and I drove over to their apartment last night and he passed the letter to Mije. I only hope Mije gave it to her. I would be so pissed if I found out he didn't. She hasn't called me and I wrote her this letter last night, and I don't think it was one just anyone could brush off. It was a very intense letter. Boo on Michelle. BOO!
Anywho...
It's been a relaxing weekend besides me feeling sick. I haven't had to get up and go anywhere, I did it because I wanted to. And this morning, I don't have anything to do so I can relax, and go work out later.
Even though it is stressful at times that we don't have as much money as we'd like to right now, we've come a long way. I remember living in those so called "furnished apartments". ICK, ICK and more ICK! They were disgusting. If someone was smoking, the smoke would come through our vents. The bathroom had mold so bad everything was falling apart in there and the toilet didn't work. The cabinets in the living room/kitchen were falling off. The bed creeked every time we got in it. The sink for the bathroom was in the bedroom. Yeah, I'm sure you get the picture it was bad. Then we went and lived at Jim's house. That was nice. But nothing was ours so it was frustrating. Although we had some of our best times together at his house. Then we went to live with Danny. This wasn't near as bad as that other place. But again, nothing was ours. We had no bed to sleep in so we slept on an air mattress. All we had was a bedroom, we put our microwave in it. LOL. It wasn't bad but we still really wanted a place of our own. Now God has really blessed us by letting us get this apartment and a tv. I have my own kitchen all to myself. We have our own bathroom, with a sink in right place! We got two bedrooms which is really nice for the computer room. And if we have a baby (God help me if I do) we do have a room for it.
God has really blessed us. He's doing awesome things in our lives daily. I'm so sorry that I haven't been more grateful. I've really been concentrating on the bad things about my life but I really want and need to change that. I keep praying God will help me change.
That's all for now folks! :-p